Have you ever bothered to realize
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.

My mind is always curious about
the way things might have been.
As days go by and time goes by,
I look back once again.

All the time I held you in my arms,
I had the whole world right there.
There you were, comforting me with
all of your charms.

Every little kiss from you
was like a dream come true.
This love that I have inside my heart,
it all belonged to you!

It's funny, all those little things
I never thought I'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,
or the first time we kissed.

I guess that what I'm trying to say,
is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts me not to see you,
or not to know if you're ok.

I want you to understand
that I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know,
no matter how many miles
we may be apart,
you'll always hold a special place
in my heart.



By the way, I just find that this clip is so romantic. How I wish I was my cousin and the guy is Shah... Hehe!!


Kaulah Segalanya - Sang by the groom.
This song is specially dedicated to the bride.
Aww~ How sweet!!

I am still on mc today. I decided to go for the review yesterday evening. The doctor was shocked to see me, so pale. She then asked me to go for a full blood test which is today and make sure that I have plenty of rest.



I went for the full blood test just now in the morning at Yishun Polyclinic accompanied by my mum and sister. I was scared you know because if the result not good, I might be admitted to the hospital. About half an hour later, the patient service assistant handed me a piece of paper to bring back to the clinic (the one which I visited earlier).

I was informed that my blood having virus. There are more white than red cell blood. The doctor questioned me regarding my menstruation whether is it regular period and how long it last. She even asked whether I take regular meals. Of course, definitely yes. Mampus seh if tak makan... Makin kurus nanti. Except for sejak kebelakangan ni, no appetite to eat. Well, I am just wondering where are all the food go to and why I am not gaining any weight eh... Next month I have to come back again for a review too to see my red blood cell count.

I am supposed to go back to the clinic to have a review session with the doctor. The doctor need to check my fever again whether its already decreased and afraid that I might have denggi or lung infection. But then I did not go. According to mum, she said eat medicine should be ok already. This is the worse sickness after my chicken pox which I had in 2005 and wisdom tooth last year. This sickness really makes me lost weight of 3kg. Haiz lama-lama, tinggal tulang aje...

I am on 2 days mc - today and tomorrow. I went to visit the doctor again yesterday after work. I am having high fever of 39.6 and still coughing badly. Coughing make my tummy hurts. Therefore I have totally no appetite to eat. Of course it makes me very tired too.

My cousin's wedding went smoothly that Saturday although it was raining quite heavily in the evening. End of year is always wet season. It was a combined ceremony with the groom. The bride and groom are from Sriwarna.

Some random photos to share with my blogmates. I know many of them do not have multiply account (my account is only viewable for contacts only).




Their love story begins...
If I am not wrong they know each other for four years.
They got engaged last year in May and nikah on 20 Nov which I did not attend.
If you watched Salam Lebaran this year raya which has past, she is the one who danced when Taufik Bautisah sang a song Sepasang Kurung Biru.


The guest book.






Arrival of the bride together with Sri Warna dancers.


While waiting for the groom to arrive, there was a
performance by the ladies of Sri Warna.


Next the arrival of the groom.


The Kompang.


She is Shah's squadmate.
Her dad is the groom's dad best friend.


With my cousin, Shahila.


With my cousin, Catie.
Pity her because there is a third party who destroy her
7 years relationship with her guy.


The cousins.


Liyana and Shahila




With the bride's parents.




With baby cousin.


Went off for changing outfit.


Their second outfit.


Performance by Sri Warna kids






My airport colleague.
Coincidentally she was invited because her kids are from Sri Warna.




This is what happened when we meet.
Keep snapping our own photos.


With our anak sedara...


The mentel cousins of the day.






The groom sang a song Kaulah Segalanya
which was specially dedicated to her.

There were quite number of performances like Dikir Barat, break dance and more. I only managed to snap whichever I sempat.

Credits to all those yang menjayakan majlis ini (Sri Warna, Sri Mahligai, Decorama, Zul radi, wedding planner, photographers and more).

Semoga istana yang dibina berkekalan hingga ke syurga.

As usual, my aunties kept asking when is my turn. Insyallah lah kan kalau jodoh tak ke mana... :)

I am still not well. I still coughing and my head is damn heavy.
But I still go to work and in the end they chase me to go home haha!!
Today I have to attend my cousin's wedding at Bedok South. I did not manage to go for her nikah on 20 November because of my condition.

Anything, I will update more ok.

Tolerating both happiness and sorrow
Life remains always silence
No one has yet to know
What life is saying
Life is not a spectacle or a feast
It is a predicament of challenges that people face
Life comes and goes
Just as season changes.

However, unlike life,
love is a fragrant of realization
Not a matter of visualization
It is an instant happiness we ought to grab it,
because love is not love at all without delight
Love is an imagination of purity or simply a reality
love is beautiful if we have beauty of soul
because charms strike the sight but merit wins the soul.

They are not appreciated by all
though both has its ups and down
where every one person wants the crown.

Love is a journey which people travel pass
love is all about you enjoy it with this strongest clue
'don't add years to your life rather add life to your years'
Love, life, life love...........
One cant exist without the other..
Btw, I am on mc today because not feeling well. Aiya, I think people is getting sick. The whole office semua dah start coughing.

Do you read an article about the rising rate of motorbike accident that appeared in today Berita Minggu? The rate of accident here is climbing. Road accidents happen everyday but it is disturbing to see youngsters who have yet to achieve or experience the wonder of life die on the road. The consequences of a car-bike collision are usually devastating. Injuries can be as light as abrasions while the unluckier motorcyclists end up paralysed or even dead. While the bikers themselves should practise safe road habits, car drivers should play their part too. They should be reminded that bikers are a more vulnerable group of road users and they are usually the ones ending up with serious injuries in an accident.

Thank to god that my uncle is now conscious. As I mentioned he is now in another ward on Level 6 - High Dependency Ward (some sort like a second level of ICU). He recognise his family members cuma he does not know that he is in the hospital. He keep mentioning that he is at work, wants to go to work etc. Pity him cause he has no family - a divorced man. Although he is divorced, his ex-wife still comes and visit him. Doesn't that show she still sayang him?