Diary Of Me And You

An event that everyone is waiting for!

2009-04-10T10:48:00.002+08:00

Theme: Black Jack Shanghai Night...
Venue: Swissotel The Stamford
(the same venue every year since it is the only
hotel that can accomodate all of us).
Our annual dinner and dance is coming!
Yeah!! It is time for us to get prepared.
To source for outfits, decide on makeups, hairdo and more!!!

Anyway, the new shopping centre, Tampines One has opened to public yesterday. It just next to the MRT station. It was so crowded as well as jammed with vehicles. Carpark of the shopping centre was full too. There are still some shops not open yet. Easy and convinent for those who live in Tampines as they no need to travel to town to get what they need or want... :) Tampines One is similar to those in shopping malls in town. Those who have not been there, I guess you should and see for yourself...

BBQ Chicken - Korean's No.1 Chicken Restaurant

2009-03-22T15:46:00.002+08:00

Our second time to dine in BBQ Chicken - Korean's No.1 Chicken Restaurant at Downtown East (Ehub). First time was at Cathay Cineleisure Orchard few months ago, in late December. We are hooked with their Korean Charbroiled Chicken. We suggest that you all should give it a try, something different. Prices are almost the same like Swensen's.

Valentine Smile

2009-02-14T20:16:00.008+08:00

Hello people. I know it has been quite sometimes I have not update my blog. So far so good. Nothing bad has happen yet. Hehe! I'm glad that my appraisal done. Happy happy happy!!! No more worries... As usual, I am busy with my workload and those office conflict are getting more worse day after day. Lucky, it doesn't involve me.

It's V-day today. I am sure couples out there are busy celebrating with their love ones, exchanging of gifts. For us, we do not make it a habit to celebrate. To him, it is just another day, similar to anniversaries etc. I am totally agree with that. Somemore ours are coming soon on the 17th... :)

On Valentine's Day we think of those
Who make our lives worthwhile,
Those gracious, friendly people who
We think of with a smile.

I am fortunate to know you,
That's why I want to say,
To a rare and special person:
Happy Valentine's Day!

Some outdated events to be share:

1) Date: 23-25 Jan 2009 - Went to Batam with my 4 colleagues (Hidayah, Leen, Linda and Hezri). We had our own driver to drive us around who is Hezri's friend (Mas Ewan). He was the one who arranged everything (eg. accomodation). We had so much fun there. We went for karaoke, body scrub massaging and club (watched live band). I love Indonesia singers because suaranya sedap-sedap banget!!! Tapi when they berbual, hancur... kita pun tak faham. Dahlah cepat, pekat pulak tu. Basically thers's nothing much to shop. I bought 2 scrafs for my mum and a kek lapis from Hezri's friend, Mas Kelvin (owe a bakery shop).

Our first day clubbing

Our second day clubbing
We went to the same club on both days - Noname which was at Harmoni Hotel.

Our departure from Batam Centre.

2) Date: 26 Jan 2009 - It was a CNY holiday. Had a picnic with love ones at East Coast. Dinner at the near by food centre.

3) Date: 27 Jan 2009 - Celebrating his birthday. Watched movie and had our meal at Swensen's. I admit that I have no time to really plan a surprised birthday party for him. However, I am glad that he loves the belt.

He really opened up the present on the spot and wore it. At first he thought it would be a watch or a wallet. He was surprised to receive a belt. This shows that I know what he needs. :)

Us at Swensen's.
Then proceeded to watch Bride Wars.

4) Date: 31 Jan - 01 Feb 2009 - Attended my cousin's wedding on these two days. Day 1 was at Singapore Hilton hotel (bride's side) and day 2 was at Changi Bunglow 3 (groom's side).

Enough of the summary...
I'm thinking of changing phone. The current phone I'm using now is terribly lag and sometimes it will off by itself. Any suggestion on what phone to buy? I thought of getting touch screen phone but not confirm yet.

Don't Give Up!

2009-01-17T22:13:00.009+08:00

If you’ve tried and have not won,
Never stop for crying;
All that’s good and great is done
Just by patient trying.

Though young birds, in flying, fall,
Still their wings grow stronger,
And the next time they can keep
Up a little longer.

Though the sturdy oak has known
Many a wind that bowed her,
She has risen again and grown
Loftier and prouder.

If by easy work you beat,
Who the more will prize you?
Gaining victory from defeat,
That’s the test that tries you.

Syukur alhamdulilah I passed. This was my third attempt. First and second attempt I failed because I did not study. No time la seh! Thanks to mum because she always advised me not to give up. Kalau ikotkan hati, fail sekali aje dah malas nak ambil lagi pasal ni semua berduit. There are more tests coming up before I really get what I aim for. Insyallah.

Dinner at Marine Parade Swensen's on 11 Jan 2009.

I know it is outdated to update on this but anyway, the day spent was loved!! My dad did not tagged along. He visited my uncle who is still in the hospital. Oh yes talking about my uncle, he is still in the hospital, hasn't discharge yet. This 22 Jan 09, coming to 3 months already. Now, he transfered to AMK hospital for his therapy.

Work!

2009-01-15T21:38:00.003+08:00

Work is not easy but sometimes not hard.
It all depends on what you do.
People you work with, you will hate but others you will like.
You may like your boss but you also may hate him or her too.
They might cut your hours or they might just cut you
Work is something you have to do to survive in the world today but rmemeber always work to your best ability.

I know how messy my desk is.
Picture taken after the reorg.

A major reorg took place just now evening in my section. This time, it involved me. I have a new seat, desk with partition (previous seat was open) but it is near to our HOD room. One thing, it is good because I am hidden but sadly away from my fellow kakis...

Poison!

2009-01-09T22:09:00.002+08:00

Words that need to be spoken should not accumulate inside.
The hurt, pain or jealousy a person feels can not hide.

Sorrow and anger can be and will be suppressed.
But this only leads to a person feeling depressed.

Anger is a deadly toxin in which the body it flows.
When it takes over limb by limb, everyone knows.

The body - The mind controls and manipulates.
As the poison enters the veins and circulates.

When the poison reaches the heart it's too late.
Disastrous emotions take over such as revenge and hate.

The antidote to cure these emotions, is not so hard to find.
We must search to learn to control our spirited bodies and minds.

New Year’s Toast

2009-01-01T16:18:00.023+08:00

Here’s to the new year...
May it bring more joy and success
And less grief and regret.

To our dreams...
May we never stop believing in them
And taking the actions that will make them a reality.

To our friends, loved ones, associates (or colleagues)...
May we take the time to let them know
How much it means to us
To have them in our lives.

Let us encourage more and criticize less,
Give more and need less.
And whenever we can,
Let us create harmony and peace.

To new beginnings...
Let us start fresh, right now,
To make this the very best year ever.

A very Happy New Year to all of us!

Year end party was fun. First we had our department meeting followed by lunch and then the party. For the Gang'Starz competition, we had participants from different sections - Cashmere Babes (Telemarketing), Night Callers (Outbound) and La Viva (Inbound). We realised that our department has talented staff.

Party Theme: Gothic

One of the Gang'Starz participants
from Night Callers getting ready.

Night Callers
Are they scary enough to scare you?

Cashmere Babes with Mimi

Myself with Mimi..

With Ben...

June, myself, Nisa and Nora

Me and Nisa

Altogether with Zaki...

Us again...

With Arvin...

Me, Christine, Michelle (2nd from right. behind row)with S-pass holders

Kandy, Michelle and Doris
Cheers for Night Callers!

In between of the performances, we had games too. Of cause, the winners received prizes.

Enjoy the videos. Pardon for the quality. I guess its too bright in that room.

First dance by La Viva (Dhoom Machale)
Second dance by Cashmere Babes (Hindustan Medley Songs)
Third dance by Night Callers (Thriller - Micheal Jackson)

La Viva won the Gang'Starz title and cash prizes.
We requested them to dance again.
This time round, everyone was involved.
I got hooked with this song - Dhoom Machale!

Each day comes bearing its own gifts. Untie the ribbons!

2008-12-27T22:10:00.010+08:00

Totally a long day for me today. I woke up as early as 0630 hours in the morning. Met up with the girls for a netball game at 0900 hours. We had fun friendly match and the weather was fine too although two of the girls bubble us last minute. Match ended at about nearly 12 noon. Sometimes, we do need time to exercise our body, let it perspire - good for blood circulation rather than work, work and work. With that we have planned to have the match once a month, be it on a weekends or weekdays after office hours. Insyallah! We chilled at one of the girl's home which is near to the court. Watched 40 days and 40 nights dvd, ordered Mac Delivery and of course, girls favourite past times - gossip. We talked about relationship issues, men attitude and more. Our conclusion is that guys are ego. *evil smile*

Met up with mum at Bugis. Niat dihati tak nak shopping tapi apakan daya, SALE nye pasal... I am so tempted seeing those items. My mum also sekaki. I spent alot this month on tops, bottoms, shoes, taxi fares, christmas presents and more!!! Alhamdulillah, maybe this month murah rezeki because I tak pernah spent alot in a month.

We were on half day during the Christmas Eve. I received presents from my colleagues and had a movie treat from one of them. We watched Twilight. I love the hero. He is handsome and how I wish to have a guy who has the same characteristic as him (obviously not to have a vampire boyfriend). The way he treated the girl ouch! Romantic you!!!

Talking about boyfriend, we met up on Christmas day itself. We watched Bedtime Stories at Cathay Cineleisure.

Had a Christmas party over at one of my colleague's home.
Theme: Black and Grey

Overall, the party was pure madness!

Few more days to our year end party and new year 2009!

The Feeling Of Forever.

2008-12-22T21:25:00.003+08:00

I want that feeling.
You know?
That feeling of forever.
So simple yet combined everything
Love, lust, happiness,
Everything.
But still,
I want that feeling.
You know?
The feeling of forever.

To Each His Own

2008-12-21T10:58:00.002+08:00

I cannot change the way I am,
I never really try,
God made me different and unique,
I never ask him why.

If I appear peculiar,
There's nothing I can do,
You must accept me as I am,
As I've accepted you.

God made a casting of each life,
Then threw the mold away,
Each child is different from the rest,
Unlike as night from day.

So often we will criticize,
The things that others do,
But, do you know, they do not think,
The same as me and you.

So God in all his wisdom,
Who knows us all by name,
He didn't want us to be bored,
That's why we're not the same.

Author Unknown

The Disease

2008-12-20T18:05:00.001+08:00

Sometimes we are fools,
All part of the disease
That entraps and ensnares us all
With such straightforward ease.

Sometimes it comes too quick,
Catching us all off our guard.
Sometimes it’s really slow
Heading straight for our heart.

It’s a disease that is incurable,
One many people seem to get.
Its effects are lasting and sometimes unbearable
It’s something I have met.

I meet it head on, not one foot moves from its spot.
I’m not afraid of this disease for ill give it all I got.

They say love is about taking risks,
Letting down your walls and letting loose.
For love can be a very great thing,
Not exactly an object of abuse.

So let your heart free
Be willing to take the fall.
The things you love the most,
Are the ones that are worth it all.

Being a Workaholic Can Ruin Your Relationship.

2008-12-14T13:33:00.006+08:00

People are often under the impression that being a workaholic is a good thing. But is it really? Being a workaholic can have negative effects on one's health as well as your relationship. Marriages often suffer because one half of the partnership suffers from workaholism.

Relationships need to be nurtured and couples need time together. When people work constantly they often neglect other areas of their lives. Workaholism can cause a person's health to decline. It can create an atmosphere of stress and tension. It puts a strain on marriages and intimate relationships.

Workaholics are people that become consumed by their work. They can be downright obsessive about work. Spouses and children may often feel neglected. When work comes before family the foundation of one's relationship may begin to crumble and the workaholic finds himself/herself on shaky ground. Workaholics often justify their obsessive work habits by claiming that all of those long hours spent at the office are all for their families. It is true that many people work very hard to provide properly for their families. Their intentions are good but they do not realize that time and attention are equally important.

Families need financial support but they also need emotional support as well. Spouses need time alone to talk and be intimate with one another. A relationship needs to be nurtured in order to grow. Workaholics will often steer every conversation back to their work. They find it hard to relax because they are never fully present in any environment other than the work environment. When one person in a relationship is consumed by work the relationship is bound to suffer. People need closeness both physically and emotionally.

By: Darlene Zagata
Adapted from: associatedcontent.com

I do agree with the above statement and believe that due to work, our relationship is like drifting apart. We only can spend time together on his off days which fall either on weekdays or weekends. Unlike last time, where we spent most of our weekends together. Oh dear~ How I miss those days! :(

It has been raining since morning today. Lucky, I do not have any plans. How cool it is to just relax at home. We watched The Earth Stood Still yesterday at Marina GV. It was full house that we got second front seats from the screen. It was a 2 hours movie.

We had a bbq on Friday after work.

My colleagues together with my boss and her daughter.

Our candid post of the day.

Enjoy the videos:

Missing You.

2008-11-30T12:15:00.004+08:00

Have you ever bothered to realize
how much you mean to me?
I care so much for you inside
and miss you so deeply.

My mind is always curious about
the way things might have been.
As days go by and time goes by,
I look back once again.

All the time I held you in my arms,
I had the whole world right there.
There you were, comforting me with
all of your charms.

Every little kiss from you
was like a dream come true.
This love that I have inside my heart,
it all belonged to you!

It's funny, all those little things
I never thought I'd miss,
Like all those conversations we had,
or the first time we kissed.

I guess that what I'm trying to say,
is I miss and love you more each day!
It hurts me not to see you,
or not to know if you're ok.

I want you to understand
that I loved you from the start.
And I want you to know,
no matter how many miles
we may be apart,
you'll always hold a special place
in my heart.

By the way, I just find that this clip is so romantic. How I wish I was my cousin and the guy is Shah... Hehe!!

Kaulah Segalanya - Sang by the groom.
This song is specially dedicated to the bride.
Aww~ How sweet!!

Full Blood Test Count.

2008-11-27T13:10:00.005+08:00

I am still on mc today. I decided to go for the review yesterday evening. The doctor was shocked to see me, so pale. She then asked me to go for a full blood test which is today and make sure that I have plenty of rest.

I went for the full blood test just now in the morning at Yishun Polyclinic accompanied by my mum and sister. I was scared you know because if the result not good, I might be admitted to the hospital. About half an hour later, the patient service assistant handed me a piece of paper to bring back to the clinic (the one which I visited earlier).

I was informed that my blood having virus. There are more white than red cell blood. The doctor questioned me regarding my menstruation whether is it regular period and how long it last. She even asked whether I take regular meals. Of course, definitely yes. Mampus seh if tak makan... Makin kurus nanti. Except for sejak kebelakangan ni, no appetite to eat. Well, I am just wondering where are all the food go to and why I am not gaining any weight eh... Next month I have to come back again for a review too to see my red blood cell count.

Review With Doctor.

2008-11-26T13:09:00.002+08:00

I am supposed to go back to the clinic to have a review session with the doctor. The doctor need to check my fever again whether its already decreased and afraid that I might have denggi or lung infection. But then I did not go. According to mum, she said eat medicine should be ok already. This is the worse sickness after my chicken pox which I had in 2005 and wisdom tooth last year. This sickness really makes me lost weight of 3kg. Haiz lama-lama, tinggal tulang aje...

Love puts the fun in together, the sad in apart, and the joy in a heart.

2008-11-25T20:33:00.010+08:00

I am on 2 days mc - today and tomorrow. I went to visit the doctor again yesterday after work. I am having high fever of 39.6 and still coughing badly. Coughing make my tummy hurts. Therefore I have totally no appetite to eat. Of course it makes me very tired too.

My cousin's wedding went smoothly that Saturday although it was raining quite heavily in the evening. End of year is always wet season. It was a combined ceremony with the groom. The bride and groom are from Sriwarna.

Some random photos to share with my blogmates. I know many of them do not have multiply account (my account is only viewable for contacts only).

Majlis Persandingan Nurmuliyani dan Fardy Adi

22 November 2008

Bedok South Amphithreatre

Their love story begins...
If I am not wrong they know each other for four years.
They got engaged last year in May and nikah on 20 Nov which I did not attend.
If you watched Salam Lebaran this year raya which has past, she is the one who danced when Taufik Bautisah sang a song Sepasang Kurung Biru.

The guest book.

Arrival of the bride together with Sri Warna dancers.

While waiting for the groom to arrive, there was a
performance by the ladies of Sri Warna.

Next the arrival of the groom.

The Kompang.

She is Shah's squadmate.
Her dad is the groom's dad best friend.

With my cousin, Shahila.

With my cousin, Catie.
Pity her because there is a third party who destroy her
7 years relationship with her guy.

The cousins.

Liyana and Shahila

With the bride's parents.

With baby cousin.

Went off for changing outfit.

Their second outfit.

Performance by Sri Warna kids

My airport colleague.
Coincidentally she was invited because her kids are from Sri Warna.

This is what happened when we meet.
Keep snapping our own photos.

With our anak sedara...

The mentel cousins of the day.

The groom sang a song Kaulah Segalanya
which was specially dedicated to her.

There were quite number of performances like Dikir Barat, break dance and more. I only managed to snap whichever I sempat.

Credits to all those yang menjayakan majlis ini (Sri Warna, Sri Mahligai, Decorama, Zul radi, wedding planner, photographers and more).

Semoga istana yang dibina berkekalan hingga ke syurga.

As usual, my aunties kept asking when is my turn. Insyallah lah kan kalau jodoh tak ke mana... :)

Sick Season

2008-11-22T11:07:00.004+08:00

I am still not well. I still coughing and my head is damn heavy.
But I still go to work and in the end they chase me to go home haha!!
Today I have to attend my cousin's wedding at Bedok South. I did not manage to go for her nikah on 20 November because of my condition.

Anything, I will update more ok.

Love and Life

2008-11-11T13:25:00.003+08:00

Tolerating both happiness and sorrow
Life remains always silence
No one has yet to know
What life is saying
Life is not a spectacle or a feast
It is a predicament of challenges that people face
Life comes and goes
Just as season changes.

However, unlike life,
love is a fragrant of realization
Not a matter of visualization
It is an instant happiness we ought to grab it,
because love is not love at all without delight
Love is an imagination of purity or simply a reality
love is beautiful if we have beauty of soul
because charms strike the sight but merit wins the soul.

They are not appreciated by all
though both has its ups and down
where every one person wants the crown.

Love is a journey which people travel pass
love is all about you enjoy it with this strongest clue
'don't add years to your life rather add life to your years'
Love, life, life love...........
One cant exist without the other..

I hate this girl http://profiles.friendster.com/47273860. She is the one who is trying to ruin our relationship. Not once she appeared but many times. Dah tak tahu malu eh, dah macam takde jantan lain ke sampai boyfriend orang pun nak rampas. You are a very cheap budget flight attendant!!!

Btw, I am on mc today because not feeling well. Aiya, I think people is getting sick. The whole office semua dah start coughing.

Rising Number Of Motorcycles Accident

2008-11-02T10:27:00.004+08:00

Do you read an article about the rising rate of motorbike accident that appeared in today Berita Minggu? The rate of accident here is climbing. Road accidents happen everyday but it is disturbing to see youngsters who have yet to achieve or experience the wonder of life die on the road. The consequences of a car-bike collision are usually devastating. Injuries can be as light as abrasions while the unluckier motorcyclists end up paralysed or even dead. While the bikers themselves should practise safe road habits, car drivers should play their part too. They should be reminded that bikers are a more vulnerable group of road users and they are usually the ones ending up with serious injuries in an accident.

Thank to god that my uncle is now conscious. As I mentioned he is now in another ward on Level 6 - High Dependency Ward (some sort like a second level of ICU). He recognise his family members cuma he does not know that he is in the hospital. He keep mentioning that he is at work, wants to go to work etc. Pity him cause he has no family - a divorced man. Although he is divorced, his ex-wife still comes and visit him. Doesn't that show she still sayang him?

This Is Me!

2008-10-31T21:08:00.003+08:00

In my life I made different choices.
Usually it is driven with my emotions.
I always consider others first before mine.
Because I always hope that making others happy would do the same to me.

I swallow my pride...
Bend my rules...
Set aside my dreams...
Ignore my ego...
Just to accommodate others.

I wonder if I could ever get out of this kind of mentality...
Showing too much hospitality...
Might lead me to inequity.

Deepavali

2008-10-27T12:35:00.005+08:00

Thank god it is a public holiday today. I had a little of rest and sleepless nights during the weekends.

On Saturday, went to accompany my parents to wedding at Singapore Expo (kahwin ramai-ramai). After that, we went over to the hospital. I could not sleep cause terbawa-bawa my uncle's condition in my mind.

Yesterday, accompanied my parents to a wedding too. Then proceeded to one of my colleague's house in the same area, Pasir Ris. My colleague and his wife will be going for Haji. They will depart from Singapore on 9 November, not sure what time the flight is. Semoga dapat haji yang makbrur, amin... Insyallah. My parents went over to hospital again as my uncle is transfered from Surgical ICU to another ward on Level 6. This time round, I did not follow them to hospital. I went out with Shah. We have not meet for quite sometimes huh...

We went to Marina Square since there was X-Box game roadshow at the Central Stage. He thought of buying a game but he changed his mind.

We watched movie instead - Max Payne.

A violance movie.
Max is a cop who is going round hunting for the killer who killed his wife.
Some sort like taking revenge.

Really pissed me off when people disrespect or more to tak kenang jasa. So what if you are a budak Sri Warisan... Big deal meh? Sendiri yang nak kahwin...Why your dad tak kasi the invitation cards himself... Wow wonderful, bakal bapa pengantin duduk goyang kaki. Why my dad? Do you know that my dad went to the relatives home giving out the cards and they though my dad is going to receive son-in-law. I know your dad and my dad are siblings but then you did not respect him... You tak salam him, make it as though he is not exist. Is this the way you thanks him? Obvioulsy not.

ICU Ward

2008-10-24T21:30:00.004+08:00

My uncle now is in ICU ward. The doctor said that he has serious injuries and lost lot of blood. Ouch~ Scary man... So ngeri... Siape yang tak ngeri seh when heard how the accident happened. Can imgaine all sort of things. The sad thing was that I heard there wasn't any witness for this incident. Hopefully he will gain his consciousness.

Motor Bike Accident

2008-10-23T21:23:00.002+08:00

My uncle (my dad's second last brother) met with a bike accident yesterday evening. I received the news from my mum after work, exactly when I was in the bus queue to go home. My dad fetched me at Northpoint Mac Donald's and then proceeded to Tan Tock Seng. We waited the whole night at the hospital for the updated news from the doctor but we received nothing. My uncle was in the operating theatre yesterday. I heard that the accident was terrible. It happened when it was raining heavily.

Let's pray for his speedy recovery...

Another Year!

2008-10-17T22:31:00.003+08:00

Another year has passes
Our hearts have grown closer
The obstacles we've had to overcome
have helped us to become stronger
Preparing us for anything
No doubts that we can make it.

I can see forever in your eyes
Though there will have to be
a few teary goodbyes
In the end, theres you and me
Thats all I could ever ask for
I know with you by my side
it is all I'll ever need.

Happy 4th Years Anniversary!

Customer Service Week

2008-10-10T22:41:00.003+08:00

I resumed work on the 06 October. I felt so lazy to come that Monday because dah syiok sangat on leave. What to do, have to come lah to catch up with those pending work. Somemore Monday is usually my busiest day of all. Don't ever disturb me when I am busy. I might be nasty to you. I am a very focus person at work.

This week is a Customer Service Week. We had some events for the department such as word search contest (to find specific word that related to Customer Service), watched a short video to pick out the learning point and more lah. What surpised us was today. We had sandwiches breakfast served by our executives/bosses. This is what called unbelievable customer service.

Well, so many budak-budak jalan raya today when I was on the way home from work. Don't know eh to me couples nowadays like to show off, especially those young couples (yang anak-anak abu). Suka sangat tunjuk-menunjuk yang dia orang ni ada boyfriend or girlfriend. Oh please, don't take it as if I am jealous. Alhamdulillah my relationship is going on strong although sometimes there are ups and downs.

So people, happy weekends and continue lah jalan raya iye! :)

SaLaM LeBaRan FrOm Us!

2008-10-01T14:44:00.003+08:00

Wooah... I will be on leave on 02 - 03 October. Gerek kan :)

Some updates

2008-09-23T21:54:00.004+08:00

I am really busy. Busy at work as well as busy preparing for raya which is like a week more. So many things to be done but yet so little time. Time flies so fast that almost everyday we rush our work. Scary seh... Erm, hopefully we can manage to tidy up our home before raya. Maklum aje la kat sini semuanya berkerja so susah sikit nak berkemas. Alik kerja aje dah penat... For kuih pulak, we don't bake any cookies etc. We just bought or order yang dah siap. I want to buy swiss roll from Rich and Good cake shop tapi tak terpergi-pergi. Insyallah lah this coming weekends. My new bedset is already arrived on last Saturday morning. Bought it from Aero Furnishing Centre. The room now feel as though we are in a hotel room... Serious, tak bedek!

Okla good night people!

Sesungguhnya aku berpuasa...

2008-09-07T13:45:00.009+08:00

Syukur alhamdulillah we have reached a week of fasting. Although a week has passed, I have gone through alot of dugaan and cobaan especially on weekdays - at work.

Susah nak bangun for sahur and work. I nearly overslept on one of those days but lucky my dad woke me up. Apa lagi kan rushing la to work.

Every morning while in the office, my mind is still in a switch off mode. Belum fully awake katakan and I would really appreciate if others give me some times to panaskan my engine... haha!! Pantang tau pagi-pagi people come to me asking me for this and that.

Doze off while doing my reports at my desk... Can you just imagine how sleepy I am.

Recently one colleague of mine really test my patience. I understand that now is difficult to close a sale since motor premiums have increased tremendously. She went up to my supervisor to feedback on this and asked one of her team members, how many leads she received. Then she called my extension to check with me as I am the one who assigning data and leads to them. Our conversations as per below. I shall not put the name in.

Staff: Hello Fiza... ni kak __ . I nak check with you, so far I dapat 2 leads aje ke.

Me: 2 leads? Tak la, total akak dapat 3 leads...

(I want to continue my speech but she cut me short.)

Staff: 3 leads?? Tak de la. 2 leads ni. Tak caya, datang sini lah check... meh meh!! (harsh manner)

Me: Akak gi check betol-betol. Akak ni jangan cari gado lah dalam bulan puasa... (in a joking manner with laughter)

I read out the leads number and the policy holders' name from my screen in order to double check with her. After checking, she suddenly said this to me:

Staff: Kak __ nak beri nasihat ni. Nak cakap dengan orang tua biar beralas. Awak tu perempuan. Kak __ pun ada anak perempuan.

Aik? Why suddenly she brought up her daughter in the picture? Why get so personal? Its looks like she trying to say that my parents tak ajar. To end the conversation and not to go abroad over this.

Me: Ok la kak. Akak gi jaga anak akak k.

Then we hang up the phone.

I know humans are not perfect. Sometimes we do or say things without realizing. I don't think I hurt her. I talked to her in my low voice but if she terasa yang I said "Akak ni jangan cari gado lah dalam bulan puasa" tu, then too bad lah.

After putting down the phone, I didn't know that she go around informing the rest that I'm picking a fight on her. Oh well~ Expected of her. She is good in doing that. She will compete with others if she sees others are on top of her. No matter what she will find a way to condemn others. The part we are just don't understand is why she needs to compare her daughter with the rest? If she go over my limit, just wait and see I will give her a peace of my mind.

Yesterday went out with him to Ikea and Courts Megastore at Tampines to survey a bedroom set. I felt so funny because the staff asked me how big is "our" room. Haha!! Macam dah kahwin gitu kan tapi padahal-padahal... Macam anjing dan kucing tu adalah. We went to break fast at Beach Road. He doesn't like to go to Geylang on weekends as it will be packed with people. Somemore I also allegic to crowds.

We walked to Bugis (first stop). I think I am in love with one of Bonia shoe. It was on sale. Should I get it? Erm... asyik shopping je kan. Next stop was at National Library. While we were at the library, it started to rain heavily. We were just sitting around and view the stamps exhibition which was held there before we can continue with our walkathon. Just window shopped and nothing much. Reached home nearly 2130 hours.

Oh man tomorrow is Monday already. Why weekends have to go so fast eh?

Birthday Bash!

2008-09-01T20:56:00.004+08:00

So what I have done so far?
Here's the summary of the week...

1) 25 Aug 2008, Monday - I wasn't in the right state of mind the moment I woke up in the morning. We argued again. Argued about the girl. I just do not understand why guys love to ignore rather than having it settle.

This time round I broke a mirror.
Now my bedroom set is short of that la.

One more thing happened while I was on the way home in the bus. At that point of time I was sleeping then suddenly the bus driver alerted to all passengers to alight. The bus broke down in the middle of TPE expressway. Lucky it wasn't raining. No choice had to wait for another bus. The bus we waited for was half full since it was from Tampines interchange. My first time experiencing this vehicle breakdown.

2) 27 Aug 2008, Wednesday

My colleagues gave me a surprised birthday bash at Swensen's Tampines Mall. After we had our main courses, the staff came out with a birthday cake. Sang a birthday song and apa lagi kan kena sabo la... I thought it was just a normal lunch together but well only god knows how I felt that time. So touched by their actions.

3) 29 Aug 2008, Friday - This is the date I started to see the world. Went out with sister the whole day, from about 12 noon to nearly 9pm. Once reached home, she really knocked off because she came back from night shift tak tidur semua. Anyway I really enjoyed the day with her. We shopped tak ingat dunia seh. :)

Lovely gifts from my mum (the watch) and him (the necklace from Citi Gems)

Thank you all for the wishes! May god bless...

The management allows all Muslims to end work at 5.20pm.
Cool~ hehe!

Happy Fasting To All Muslims!

2008-08-31T23:00:00.000+08:00

Iridology Health Check

2008-08-17T11:23:00.003+08:00

We went for Iridology health check by Diamond Interest yesterday at Parklane Mall. We paid $10 for the check.

What is Iridology?

Iridology is the scientific analysis of patterns and structures in the iris of the eye which locates areas and stages of inflammation throughout the body. The iris is the portion of the eye showing color. It reveals body constitution, inherent strengths and weaknesses, health levels, and transitions that take place in a person's body according to their way of life.

How does it work?

The complex iris is composed of hundreds of thousands of nerve endings which are connected by impulses to every tissue of the body through the brain and nervous system. The nerve fibers, or trabecula, respond specifically to tissue and organ conditions with a corresponding physiological reflex manifested in the iris as lesions and color variations. The iris chart, which is the result of many years of clinical observation and intensive research by Dr. Bernard Jensen and others, represents the basic placement of body organs and tissues similar to a map. An accurate iris analysis is possible by superimposing the chart over an iris image projection, allowing detailed observation of the valuable and reliable data recorded there.

Sometimes it is better not to know. However, prevention is better than cure. Now, we know how our health conditions like. His health is normal except that he is having stress at time. For me, well. No wonder, always been having irregular and mensus cramp as well as frequent headache. It is got something to do with my usus. The doctor advised me to drink lots of water, minimum of 1.3 litres, try to eat more fruits and vegetables. Yes, not forgetting, supplements. Since I am still young, I should take care of my health. It is like, you can spend all your money on things like bags, shoes etc but why not health products kan. Nanti dah sakit etc, baru nak cari ubat.

We watched Meet Dave, 1500 hours show at The Cathay. It was a short movie like an hour 15 mins gitu but we had good laugh together in the threatre.

Coincidentally, there was a private function held at The Cathay. I think it was like lauching of new Sutra magazine. Guess what, Awie was there.

We walked down to Suntec. Watched dance competition then proceeded to Marina Square to have our Pizza dinner. What else to eat... Not many food choice available in that shopping centre. Bought a pair of flat peep toe shoe from John Little at $19.90 only which I will wear to work. My working shoe minta ampun already haha!!

Before I end this entry, my colleagues and myself had a fun Friday.

We dressed down on that day

On a brighter note, I got my C902. He bought for me. :)
Upgraded my plan from iOne plus to iTwo plus with sms more features.

Hmm, I am not sure whether to change my number or not due to some matter. Really fickle on this. Any comments or opinions?

He is so adorable!

2008-08-14T22:23:00.002+08:00

Edliana had an appointment check up for her baby but before that she decided to stop by the office (since she live around Pasir Ris)to give us a visit. Everyone was of course excited to meet up with her adorable son. He is so cute which makes me want to have my own baby... Hehe!!!

His name is so long that I can't remember.

Who else if not our faces.

Valli and me.
The guy behind me is his father.
I don't dare to carry newborn baby.
To me, the baby is still weak and fragile...
Abisla kan if ada own child macam mana?
Hmmm... tolak kat mak! Haha!

At last weekends are here. Hurray hurray!!

National Day 08

2008-08-09T20:53:00.004+08:00

Singapore is now 43 years old. I have no plans to go out today. Watched the parade on tv. Somemore it was raining here the whole afternoon. Nice weather to relax at home after 5 days of working.

We celebrated National Day at work too. We wore red and white. We had some funs, like playing guessing games. Guess of national songs that we used to sing last time, fill in the missing lyrics, recite the pledge. Of course, the winner wins some chocolates. :)

Waiting for the event to start...

The 2 cheeky monkeys... Ooops!! Haha!!

Mixture of reds and whites

Bryan, Jun and Zaki

Yesterday, 080808 was one of my colleague's last day, Daniel Tan. We had our lunch farewell together. It was his treat. We bought for him a Braun Buffel bag which cost around $200-$300.

We had Briyani. One of our colleague's mum cooked.
The arca is nice...

Candid 1

Candid 2

We bullied him for his last day... haha!!

And the special part was this...
We always make fun of him because of his tongek-ness haha!

I will definitely miss him. He is a great collegue to work with, very helpful, informative and can take jokes etc...

It' a boy!

2008-08-06T21:25:00.002+08:00

Congratulations to Edliana, one of my colleagues for giving birth to a baby boy in the morning at 0410 am today. It was a normal birth. The baby weigh at about 3.5, can you just imagine that? I am sure the baby looks cute... We thought want to visit her today at KK hospital but we have some pending work to clear off. So Jun and Zaki went on our behalf.

Each day is a little life.

2008-08-03T11:53:00.005+08:00

Enough of my heartache and sad love stories. If possible, I want to start afresh and forget about it. It is already a new month, August. I am really looking forward to it, another 26 more days... Haha!! Guess lah what day it is. Anyway, some updates on what I have missed to blog for the past 2 weeks.

1) 21 July 2008, Monday - As everyone knows, it was a Racial Harmony Day. You think only school kids celebrated this occassion. Oh well, we did celebrated too in the office. There were some quizzes, best dressed and photo taking sections... Of course there were prizes given out for the winners.

We were given a plate each that contained meruku, pineapple tarts and peanuts. Pardon the hangbao and little santa claus - extra items to spice up for photo taking only...

Colourful us
Only half of the department, there are more of us.

Insyallah when time comes, I will be wearing it. :)
Maya look like one of the actress in Ayat-ayat Cinta, Aishah because she wore Jubah. Lucky she did not wear shawl to cover, if not it will look exactly like her.

The green couple...
Of course not a couple for real.
Jey and Johanni Garcia - he is from the Philipines.

Dramatic us... haha!
My baju kurung was like years ago when I was in secondary school.
Amazing that I can stil fit in it.

Rani won the quiz and best dressed for her team.
That is our lady boss, Jo.

And this team won best dressed.

2) 26 to 27 July 2008, Saturday and Sunday - I wasn't in Singapore. Went to KL with family for a short trip holiday. Since my sister susah betul nak dapat kan cuti, 2 days pun dah bersyukur daripada tak ada langsung. Only her that always difficult to get the leave approved. Maybe because she is in different line.

Waiting for check in - Hotel Capitol

Our tired faces.
Us in our hotel room.

At Sungei Wang

Our hotel was in a good location. It was situated in the middle of the busy area in KL, Jalan Bukit Bintang. The only place we didn't go to is Petaling Street because we believe it surely packed and leceh.

There was a funny incident happened at Masjid India. We were browsing through hanging jackets at one of the shop. My sister and I could not make up our minds to buy or not to buy because to me there wasn't many choice to choose from in terms of colours lah.. Most of them were black, white and brown.

After sometimes of being indecisive, my mum told the guy, "Dik, jangan marah. Kita jalan-jalan dulu la, ok." Then we walked off. Kebetulan pulak, my sister was behind us, she heard the guy replied in soft voice, "Tak marah lah cik. Buat pe nak marah. Anak-anak cik cantik-cantik". I laughed when my sister told my mum and me. Sungguh perasan seh that guy.

I think next time if go to Malaysia, we have to bring guys along. The guys over there like so gatal. Dah banyak kali seh I kena. At Pulau Pinang that time, I was behind my dad went down the escalator suddenly a guy tapped on my shoulder. Then this time pulak at Masjid India, one guy ni purposely walked near me and . Aiya!

At last managed to snap a shot of my dad. Macam orang muda kan... haha!

Us at Times Square
After breakfast in the hotel, we went to Times Square.
We checked out at 12 noon on Sunday.

The last stop before we continue our journey was at Beryl's Chocolate Kingdom. It was a chocolate factory. Macam-macam chocolate ada... Just name it!

With our new found friend... Baguuuussss!!!

3) 30 July 2008, Wednesday - It was his first off day. He fetched me from work. We went to Sakura, Northpoint to have our dinner. While we were on our way, he gave me a little surprised. He handed me a paper bag. I did not see him carrying anything except for his newspaper. Maybe he might had hidden the paper bag or cover it with the newspaper. Oh well. He did this because he wants a make up. He bought me a watch.

Mine is similar to the above picture but yellow in colour

There was a small card in the box. It was written as follows:

"I am sorry for the trouble I have caused. If you were to go I would be ever so lost. You will always be my one and only. Without you, I would be so very lonely. I love yu with all my heart, my dear."

I thanked him for the watch. I like it since it is my favourite colour. But I have told him not to get me gifts unnecessarily because I do not want to be label as materialistic girlfriend who wants to kikis his money. I just don't get why people are jealous of us being happy etc.

4) 01 August 2008, Friday - Fruits day on every Friday is back again. We used to have this last year in our office but we hold it back for sometimes as there was a change in the management in my department.

There is a schedule given to us and its a team work thing to promote a healthy lifestyle in our work.

So it was me and my partner turn that Friday. We did fruits salad and name it, Triple Crunch Apple Salad. Main fruits in this salad are apples.

As you can see...
Credits to us.

Feroz and Arvin
Busy scooping the salad into small bowls.

He is a great partner to work with.
Thanks Chong.

Then during lunch time, we celebrated my supervisor's birthday. Her birthday falls on 3 August (which is today). We ordered KFC and bought a small cake for her.

Happy Birthday to Jamie

That is why I am always busy to update.
Happy Sunday to all!

Pardon My Insecurities

2008-08-02T23:13:00.004+08:00

Does a heart not beat after it is taken out,
Does it not feel the cool breeze or
The endless summers,
Or a touch of another,
How do you mend a broken heart?

Do you turn it off like a light switch,
If it was a light switch,
Does it shine as bright or does it burn out immediately,
Does it complicate emotions,
Or does dull them out like a unsharpened knife,

I took a single emotion and amplified it,
I let it take control of me,
I just never knew the consequences,

If I could mend you heart I would,
If I can make things right let me,
If I could take all the pain away just let me,

Eyes lit with water, streaming down your cheeks,
How could I let this happen?
Why did I let the past haunt me?
You deserved better then that,
You deserved nothing but the best,

I took a friendship and ripped the heart out,
I took what was already delicate and ruffled it,
I never knew that emotion until I saw your eyes,
The pain was hard to bear,
I wanted to cry,

I can’t change the speed that we went,
I can’t change the hurt that was made,
I hope you let the wound heal,
I hope that you give me a fresh chance,
The chance to get to know you,
Which is all I really wanted,

I hope that we can put aside the uncomfortable situations,
I hope that we can be free of hurt,
I hope we can talk and laugh,
Be honest with each other to avoid complications.

I wonder why she always come to us when she is single and no friends? Somemore dare to say she knows him much longer and better than me. Do you know that you and him are only friends by name. I may be nice to you at times but for this I can't let you take advantage of me. Partly it is my fault too because I believe in people too easily. That is my weakness.

Sometimes it is hard to love someone
Because you are so afraid of losing them.

Breaking Down

2008-07-17T22:19:00.006+08:00

Something happened at work in the morning. One of the staff made me angry and I blew off. I shouted at her and banged my table without realizing. Then tears rolled down my cheeks. Well, maybe due to the current status of my relationship I'm facing made me reacted that way.

I have been keeping these feelings inside me for like a week plus. How to tahan like that. I need an explaination from him. Unfortunately, he is trying to avoid me because he won't reply my message or answer my calls.

Oh, anyway today is the 17th of the month - our monthly anniversary but too bad...

Depression!

2008-07-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

We tried to commmunicate today but it failed. I am still believe on what I feel.
Who am I if compare to that flight attendant??

Heartache!

2008-07-15T22:46:00.002+08:00

I don't know why they call it heartbreak.
It feels like every other part of my body is broken too!!!

For a meantime....

2008-07-13T16:35:00.005+08:00

According to Singtel, I can't upgrade my phone contract as it is still early. Alamak apa dah, only one month more aje...

So I bought a Nokia phone, the cheapest and has only the basic functions. No radio, no camera, no 3G and no nothing. What to do kan, can't survive without handphone lah... The handphone is suit for guys serving NS.

The feeling without handphone is like you have lost your love ones. Somemore all contacts are in the sim card and not all the numbers I memorise. Susah nak contact others and others nak contact you. The sad thing is you won't know what is happening...

One word to describe my weekends - SUCKS!
Don't question me why... Sometimes I feel like there's another person in our relationship or am I just paranoid?

A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song.

2008-07-09T23:00:00.002+08:00

Photo was taken from suria mediacorptv.sg/anugerahband

Congratulations for Rancour for winning this competition. See told you that this guys can make it. I have been watching and following with this program from the start. What I can see is that they are not over-confident, they trying hard and their very best to achieve this dream.

Akhirnya, syukur alhamdulillah...

Anger is one letter short of danger!

2008-07-07T16:51:00.004+08:00

This is what happened to my phone, broken into pieces and I don't think so I can send it for repair. Do not ask me why it became like that. This all becaue of anger which I can't take it anymore. The phone still has warranty which will be due in one month time but then too bad la kan... Actually I memang pun nak buy new set of phone. Somehow or rather, I feel regreted since I have no spare phone. Lonely for the time being. So friends, do not contact me until further notice...

You Don't Mess With Zohan!

2008-06-23T21:28:00.004+08:00

I accompanied him to City Chain outlet in Marina Square to collect his Everlast watch. Then we watched this. A MUST watch movie. It is a sexually humour movie which made me laughed all the way in the cinema... :)

It is our man's birthday.

2008-06-21T20:51:00.003+08:00

Thank you for standing by us through the years.
For caring and understanding and believing in us.
For always being there when we needed you,
and for constantly lending a helping hand.
We are grateful for all you have done.

My dad turns a year older today. We bought him a cookie and cream cake from Angie The Choice. Its delicious you!! Haha!! We were not able to celebrate Father's Day last Sunday because I wasn't feeling well after attending one of my friend's engagement at Woodlands. Do not know why suddenly my head felt so heavy that day and I vomitted twice.

Waiting for a grand event next saturday... *sshhh!!*

Cucu Datuk Merah???

2008-06-10T22:03:00.003+08:00

Watched Anugerah Band just now on Suria. I do not agree with the results actually. Why must Cucu Datok Merah to the semi-final and not X-Tech or Rancour? To me, I do not like Cucu Datok Merah... The name doesn't suit the band at all. It is more to a design name and the vocalist is like too over confident seh... Action gitu! I won't buy or listen to their songs if they are the winners... Haha!! *evil!* If you all tengok betul-betul, X-Tech nya vocalist look abit like Amir, Ukays kan? Cuma he is shorter la.

I am here just waiting if they really test my patience and too much, I am going to tell them off their face. It is really unfair. Unfair because every single thing they want to salah kan me. Yerla kalau perompak pun perompak mana yang nak mengaku dirinya salah betol tak?

Whatever you condemn, you have done yourself.

2008-06-06T22:05:00.006+08:00

I am here just to clarify things. I do not want to have any misunderstandings. Hidup ini terlalu singkat untuk hidup bermusuhan. I am just do not know why there is someone trying to backstab me and make my name bad? The other night, I was just sharing my story with the person who I chatted with not more than that. But what I know, the person talked alot about you. Tak sangka pula, whom I trust betrayed me.

Tak apalah kan, Allah maha mengetahui segalanya...

Salam Takziah...

2008-06-05T19:53:00.004+08:00

I am on urgent leave today. We received a call from my cousin around 2 am in the morning to inform us that her dad (my uncle - my dad's brother in-law) passed away. I heard my uncle was having difficulty in breathing while sleeping. Immediately, my parents went over to Tan Tock Seng to visit them. I was left all alone at home. Feeling takot pun ada. I kept calling Shah but he did not answer the phone.

While I was nearly fall to sleep again, suddenly I heard like someone whispering to my ears seh... Tu part juga I forced open my eyes although I felt so sleepy because for the past few days I tak cukup tidur. At last nearly to 6 am, my parents were back. I felt so relieved after that.

To make the entry short, jenazahnya telah selamat dikebumikan pada pukul 3 petang tadi. Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat, amin. Insyallah.

P/S: Yesterday was the ceremony. A memorable one for me as this was the first time I experienced it. Shah look good in that uniform, in fact everyone was looking good. I won't post any of the photos in blogger but will post it in Multiply. Those who has no multiply, than too bad la kan... haha!!

21st Birthday!

2008-06-03T22:07:00.006+08:00

I know I have not been updating my blog for weeks. Only 2 simple reasons which I can give to you - BUSY and LAZY. Hahaha!!!

Anyway, happy 21st birthday to Rina. Congratulations, you have turned one year older today. May your wishes and dreams come true! I know what you have aimed for all this while. Hopefully, akan tercapai... Insyallah!

I bought for her a black coloured Guess sling bag from Guess boutique, Takashimaya on last Saturday with Shah. I only mannaged to wrap the gift last night itu pun masa she was sleeping. After wrapping, at 12 midnight sharp, I placed the present on the side table next to the bed with a little note saying, "Happy 21st Birthday!".

She was surprised to see the present early in the morning and thought that she was having a dream. Kononnya, macam ada santa claus datang pass by the window gitu kan...

The touching part was, she smsed me (since she was already out by 6am to work and I was still in bed sleeping) saying thank you for the gift.

Tomorrow, I will be on half day leave. Tak sabar nak see all the handsome-handsome man. Haha!!!

Basic Courtesy!

2008-05-07T21:11:00.003+08:00

Singaporeans nowadays are more kiasu and they totally forgotten their simple basic courtesy. I hate these group of people and this can make me blow out. Seriously lah, I just do not understand why they just can't open up their mouth to say a simple word like "excuse me" rather than pushing others. Tak tahu lah kan kalau dalam mulut dorang tu ada emas.

Haish~

Courtesy is the one coin you can never have too much of or be stingy with.

Walking Sunshine

2008-05-06T21:03:00.005+08:00

Dear Mother,

I love you and want you to know,
I think of you often wherever I go.
You lift me up; you are like walking sunshine;
I am lucky to have a great mother like mine.

Your endless affection makes you special and rare;
I am always amazed by how much you care.
What you have given to me I can never repay,
Thank you, Mom and Happy Birthday!

Its my mum's birthday today. Celebrations will be postpone till either Friday or weekends in line with Mother's Day celebration. Woah! 2 in 1 celebrations. Furthermore, we are working and difficult to meet up especially for my sister as hers is shift work.

I am happy because I met up with my long lost secondary school friend. We did not keep in touch eversince she graduated from N level. Suddenly she appeared in front of me while I was walking in Tampines interchange. So what else do you expect when girls meet up with girls? A lot of stories to talk about. Haha!! Oh yes, we definitely exchange our numbers. Hope to catch up with her soon!

We always tend to wear the same colour top
whenever we go out.

I have to confessed in here that I have spent alot on 03 May, Saturday. I went shopping, had our meals at Swensen's (my treat) then watched Ironman (his treat).

We watched this movie at Lido. The movie was about 2 hours. Dah macam berzaman gitu tak tengok wayang with him. It is a MUST watch movie. It's really worth your money. Rugi tau kalau tak tengok!

Just a short date.

2008-05-02T22:45:00.002+08:00

Today I feel like Monday. Maybe due to a holiday that we had yesterday. Feeling so blue blue at work huh...

I thought the date is cancel today as she was having fever yesterday. But tak ku sangka, I received her sms in the evening saying she is able to meet up. So I had a date with Yannur after work. We met up at Orchard. Supposed to meet at 7.30 pm tapi orang tu sampai siang sangat. Then headed to Lucky Plaza to have our dinner , Nasi Ayam Penyet, before going around the shopping centres, looking for the best gifts for her fiance.

Suddenly I feel like I'm having a slight headache. I better off to bed now.

A Mother's Love

2008-04-25T23:43:00.003+08:00

The above photo was taken during last year
Hari Raya at TM Fouzy's Open House.

There are times only when a Mother's love
Can understand our tears,
Can soothe our disappointments
And calm all our fears.

There are times when only a Mother's Love
Can share the joy we feel
When something we've dreamed about
Quite suddenly is real.

There are times when only a Mother's faith
Can help on life's way
And inspire in us the confidence
We need from day to day.

For a Mother's heart and a Mother's faith
And a Mother's steadfast love
Were fashioned by the Angels
And sent from God above...

My mum will be back tomorrow morning. Will be fetching her from the airport. I miss my mum terribly...

You mean the world to me.

2008-04-17T22:17:00.005+08:00

You mean the world to me. I can't bear to see myself without you. Having the taught of living without you, is something unnatural to me. We have been at it for 3 years and 6 months, the best of my life.

We argue and fight. We scream and we cry. And even after all that we have true love. You and I are like the moon and night sky. We are perfect together. But some hate us.

We have true love within each other and everyday its stronger. Place your hand on mine and I shall do the same. A promise we have made, to love each other always. Together forever is what I want. I hope its the same for you.

Don't worry about me been so far. Faithful I will remain. Shall you remain too. Never will I leave you. Till the day that we are apart by death. And even then immortal we will remain. Our love will never die!

Happy 3 years and 6 months!

Oh ya by the way, my workplace is in need of a temporary staff, doing data entry. Anyone interested?

Love is a great beautifier.

2008-04-16T21:34:00.004+08:00

We sent off my mum to the airport on Monday evening, 14 April 2008. She took Saudi Arabia airlines which departed at about 1715 hours and arrived in Riyadh airport at about 0600 hours (Singapore timing) yesterday. She will be away for two weeks and be back on 26 April 2008 in the morning. Mudah-mudahan everything is ok over there. Will always pray for her safety.

For your information, it was me and Shah's first time to Terminal 3 on that Monday. Ape lagikan very the jakun huh... Actually not many attractions, only that its more spacious. It was quiet as it is not a peak period to travel. Of course I met up with my ex-colleagues over there.

Shah is back in HTA. No more deployment for him. The case of MSK is "settled". In few months time (I guess), will be his passing out. Hopefully... Oh pls, can he be station in Yishun North Neighbourhood Police Centre??? Its just next to my block... hehe!!!

Discipline is remembering what you want...

2008-04-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

Good to hear that he is back to work this morning. I am totally agree with what his mum told him... He lum lagi pass out so its not good to take MC unnecessarily. I believe he got his enough rest as on the day he was on MC, the following 2 days were his off day and during those days, I did not disturb him at all. I sent only about 2 - 4 sms, asking about his condition. See how good am I. Hehe!!!

My Saturday was spent with my family. Yes it is a family day today before my mum berangkat to Umrah this Monday, 14 April 2008. We went to CPF at Woodlands Civic Centre. I have forgotten my Singpass password la.

Then went to Marsiling for awhile to collect my mum's baju yang dah siap at her friend's home. Next we headed to Bugis. We rounding the whole area of Bugis. Naik penat hoi kaki...

Ok to end this post for today, I am glad to hear his mum gave him green light already. It is a good news tau... The day when there is a new comer in his family. Insyallah...

The only discipline that lasts is self-discipline (and not showing off).

I Care...

2008-04-09T21:56:00.002+08:00

When you are ill,
My sun goes under a cloud.
Your presence in my life
is such a bright joy
that everything seems in shadow
when you are not here.
When you aren't feeling well,
I feel the lack
of your glowing energy
and contagious vitality.
When you are sick
I feel incomplete,
like a jigsaw puzzle
with a missing piece;
Please rest,
take good care of yourself,
and feel better.

I care about you and miss you!

Get well soon.

He supposed to work night shift today but he can't make it. He is not feeling well. Oh dear, pity him. Apa taknya, pasal si MSK tu lah he has to guard certain points in Singapore, tak kira hujan panas, duty tetap duty. That is what they call responsibility... Anyway I respect him because he is really a guy yang bertanggungjawab in everything and teach me the really meaning of that. I am proud to have you.

*You all should thank him because all the POs are keeping an eye on you while you are sleeping...

As you rest and heal, know that you are thought of warmly and wished a quick recovery.

Feeling Motivated...

2008-04-06T22:02:00.009+08:00

After attending the 2 days training and a talk, I felt motivated. It really made me want to go further in life and achieve my goals. Insyallah kalau diizinkan Allah.

During the training, I met new friends. Majority are from the Philipines (Tak ramai melayu lah... Only me and the other girl). They are approachable and easy to communicate with. How I wish all Singaporeans are like them because as what I can see now more Singaporeans are tend to be snobbish.

I played my part, making them feel like home as quite number of them are new and alone here. Sanggup eh dorang tinggal kan keluarga, life partner just to work in Singapore. If me, tak mahu cakap lah... Definitely I will bring everyone over.

Anyway, I just got back from AMK Hub with Shah. We did some window shopping and had our dinner together. Before that he came over to my home, installed Photoshop CS3 in my laptop since the other day he forgot about it.

Afer dinner, we went into one of the game shop, no intention of buying any games but ended up buying - a Diner Dash game for my DS and a Command Conquer game (which I paid for it) for his PC. He has a PSP but now dah "permanently" with his sister...

This pack came with a mouse which costs at $89.90

Then we go around the central just to find a spot to sit and test the game which I bought.

This was the place where we sat which called Central Stage.

We were ready to play the game... :)

See how concentrate he was playing the game.

Oklah, feeling sleepy now. I better be in bed.

Good night all.

Humans have the remarkable ability to get exactly what they must have but there is a difference between a "must" and "want."

Infected By Trojan

2008-04-01T21:11:00.002+08:00

Yes at last my laptop is back to normal. Apa taknya, formatted everything back because it has been hacked by trojan. Haish!!! Lucky, he has an external hard disk where I saved every of my photos and songs in it and thanks to him too for helping me in formatting and reinstalling.

Okla, I will update more soon ok... Wanna prepare for tomorrow lah! :)

A Happy Smile...

2008-03-22T23:38:00.025+08:00

Ok! Pardon me for not updating this blog. My schedule for this month is damn packed la. However, I'm loving it because I spent most of the time with my love ones. :)

I shall not elaborate what I did the past days but I shall share with you my trip to Malaysia.

Went holiday with family to Malaysia on 8 - 10 March, Saturday to Monday. We went to Pulau Pinang, Genting Highlands, Kuala Lumpur and Melaka. This trip was organised by Diamond Interest and the cost was $170 per person include food. We went by coach. There were about 25 of us - the Diamond Interest Family Members.

Amazingly there wasn't any traffic jam at the checkpoints and everything went smoothly there although it was their election on that day.

I love going for holiday especially with family because my parents will pay everything for us. My sister and I will only use our money for shopping only... Gerek kan!!!

Our all time favourite.
We bought total of 4 boxes while we were there.

Can't believe it that these shots turned out to be nice. No editing on these pictures. Only made into a collage so that it look more like a postcards.

We spent a night at Pulau Pinang in this hotel.
This hotel looked more like a chalet - only 2 storey.

This was taken on the second day before we visit the Dynapharm.

A group photo

Next we went to Museum Negeri Pulau Pinang.
Unfortunately, we were not allow to take photo in the museum.
So we managed to take pictures outside the museum.

A visit to Dynapharm - a place on how Diamond Interest
supplement pills are made, how they stored and which pills are good
for what different type of sickness...

A talk given by one of the staff.

Ginseng different stages.

After that we headed to buy the supplements. My mum bought lipstick, Goat's Milk and Grape seed. For your information, my family, aunties, uncles and I are taking this product. So far so good, alhamdullilah. Basically for me, I take Gingko, Multi-vitamin and Dyna Tonic. For yor easy reference, you may visit the website: Diamond Interest

Oh yes! My mum is actually the Senior Manager. Can spot her name?
She has been recommending this product to everyone which made her to this position.

Us camwhoring while waiting for them to buy their food supplements.
Some of them macam nak angkut tu semua bawak alik because they spent nearly to RM800.

We had our lunch. Very delicious... Maklumlah masak kan orang Penang.
Then we proceeded to Genting Highlands.

Genting was damn cold and somemore the weather was raining.
It was so misty...

We spent a night in this hotel.

We were at the hotel lobby, waiting for the keys for our room.

Our room. Parents' room next door...
It was super super cold masa kita tidur. My mum told us that in the middle of the night she asked my dad to switch off the aircon.
Padahal there wasn't any aircon... Hehe!!

As for Kuala Lumpur and Melaka, we didn't take many pictures. We were tired by then and it was raining which made us slept in the bus throughout our journey back.

What a wonderful life I've had! I only wish I'd realized it sooner...

Nintendo DS Lite

2008-02-29T22:50:00.001+08:00

He was away for 3 days due to his leadership training at Pulau Ubin. He was back today afternoon. After work, I met up with him to have dinner together and of course missing him very much. We did not keep in touch as according to him, his handphone got no reception. No wonder la I texted him, no reply. Called him, his handphone was off. Tak tahu lah kan how many missed calls he got from me.

Oh yes! Not forgetting, he bought for me Nintendo DS Lite just now. Mine is in metallic red in colour. The reason was to keep me accompany if I am bored. Hehe! I can carry this around to play. Cool! Thank you for getting this for me even though in my handphone there are games to play. :)

Congratulations Sir...

2008-02-22T22:55:00.011+08:00

Goodbye weekdays. Welcome weekends. :)

I was nervous since yesterday night sampai can't sleep properly. However after I received a message from him in the afternoon, my feelings changed immediately. Sungguh tak terkata how happy I was. I was smiling from ear to ear while doing my work in the office. I know he can make it as I have the confidence in him. You are my man, Shah! Syukur alhamdulillah...

Yes yes yes! We can do it because now I can see that we are progressing to achieve our dreams and future. Insyallah... amin.

Congratulations once again!
You really made me proud of you.

There is only one success - to be able to spend your life in your own way.

Another Pair Of Ring.

2008-02-21T21:01:00.005+08:00

Ok this post is about last Saturday, 16 February 2008. I know it's outdated to update now but then I want to update juga. Because I totally plain lazy to transfer some of the pictures from my handphone to here. Only today macam semangat sikit gitu...

He really made me happy on that day because he bought another pair of couple ring. He also got himselves a necklace from that shop. Dah sampai the sale assistants kenal kita seh and he received a VIP card. So if next time buy any items from there, we can get a discount. In total we have 3 couple rings. Agak-agaknya kan, bila eh I will get my engagement and wedding ring from him??? Berangan aje tahu! :)

The ring pouch.

Sorry for the unclear image due to the lightings.

Then we headed to Orchard. Saw this F1 thingy at Takashimaya. So we took photos of the cars.

Bukan main lagi cik abang kita senyum. From ear to ear lak tu.

To accomplish great things, we must dream as well as act.

Valentine's Day...

2008-02-14T20:56:00.006+08:00

It is Valentine's Day today. So how is your date with your love ones? Sure romantic kan... :) I saw lots of girls received many gifts from their loves ones. Macam-macam ada... Bouquet of flowers, bears and more... Hehe! Jealous? No!!! I am not... I am more grateful that I have Shah than any other things. The flower and gifts shops are making good profits huh.

Well, I do not have any date. We do not celebrate this occasion as it is not part of our culture. For the fun of it, I have made up a greeting card and emailed to all my colleagues and close friends just to wish them and had put up an online dedication for him at 88DB.com. Valentine's day is just another day to bond up the relationship and friendship among ourself.

Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything...

SnapPostVote - Valentine's Day in 88DB

2008-02-13T21:57:00.005+08:00

Tomorrow is Valentine's Day and I have decided to write a free love dedication and post photos of him and I in 88DB.com. So people, I need your help. Do vote for us! You may visit this url: SnapPostVote-Valentine's Day . Thank you for your support. :)

Liars!

2008-02-03T21:20:00.000+08:00

It is getting harder to tell the difference between what is real and what is fake. Everyone around me has become decent actors but I tend to catch their slightly crooked smiles and deceptive ways. Lies constantly slip through my cautious and sometimes gullible strainer and in the process of the lie I realize what a mindless fool I am for believing but then there is always the possibility of a misunderstanding of the truth that I may miss so I just keep my mouth shut and question everything I "know" and "trust" to be true in silence.

The struggle between what my mind knows and believes and what my heart wants and needs has been tough to take knowing that if I choose one I may be choosing one that will lead to the suffering of my soul. People make it intensely difficult and sometimes they realize it but still insist on playing with your head. Sorting out the truths from the lies becomes a grueling task making the effort pointless at times because the lies are extensive and the truths are not always complete or are always questionable...

Honesty pays, but it don't seem to pay enough to suit some people.

Stars Of The Day.

2008-01-27T18:55:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to my Mr Shaharalamin. Today is the day he turns one year older. Celebrated his birthday in a simplest way yesterday evening since today he has to go back to camp and I am unable to meet him too as I have to attend my relative's wedding, Dalina Jaafar which was held at Tampines (one of her brother's home).

I am glad that he loves the present which I have bought for him. You know what. I was so fickle on what to get for him for his birthday. After so much of thinking and surveying all the items in the shopping malls, in the end I bought him something to keep him warm - an Everlast jacket and a birthday card.

Took off the price tag first before wrapping it up.

These were the words I wrote inside the card.
And not forgetting, I pasted our picture in the card too.

His different reaction upon receiving the present.
He was surprised actually but trying to act cool... Haha!
Maintain kata orang...

I received a little gift from him. We went to Metallurgy shop. I thought he was just window shopping but I was wrong.Thank you dear for the couple ring. I really love the design.It is unique because of the Roman numeric numbers.I also kept telling him that he should not have bought it for me because it sounds like we are celebrating our birthdays on the same day. Haha!His reply was, "Takle ke I buy gift for you..."

He bought a new bracelet for himself. The bracelet is heavy.He said, "Pakai berat-berat lah baru ada kick".Total he spent $180 for the above items.

My heart melts when seeing this. He's hot in that jacket.
I have made the right choice. =)

As what I have mentioned earlier on, we attended Dalina's wedding ceremony. She is our relative (mum's side). Kalau nak diikutkan pangkat, my mum panggil Dalina's dad, atok.

Selamat Pengantin Baru
She was shocked that I am taller than her... =)

Her pelamin...

Wedding theme: Gothic

The relatives...

Let us be grateful to people who make us happy, they are the charming gardeners who make our souls blossom.

My Dilemma

2008-01-24T21:41:00.000+08:00

I am in a precarious situation and I am not sure which road I should take.
My heart wants to go both ways. It's the hardest decision I am having to make.

Petua Mencuci Hati

2008-01-18T20:58:00.001+08:00

I received an e-mail from a colleague and it's really caught my attention that made me wanting to share with all.

Petua Mencuci Hati oleh Datuk Dr Haji Fadzilah Kamsah

Segala aspek kehidupan ini bermula daripada hati. Oleh itu di bawah ini ada
beberapa cara bagaimana hendak mencuci hati. Diolah oleh pakar motivasi
Datuk Dr. Haji Fadzilah Kamsah.

1. Dirikan solat dan banyakkan berdo'a
Ini adalah salah satu kaedah yang sungguh berkesan. Semasa berdo'a turut katakan "Ya,Allah jadikan hatiku bersih"

2. Selawat keatas Nabi Muhammad s.a.w paling minima 100x sebelum tidur
Ini merupakan satu pelaburan yang mudah dan murah. Disamping dosa-dosa diampunkan, otak tenang, murah rezeki, orang sayangkan kita dan mencetuskan semua perkara kebaikan.

3. Solat taubat
Selain daripada memohon keampunan, dapat mencuci hati dan menenangkan minda.

4. Membaca Al-Quran
Selain dapat mencuci hati juga menenangkan jiwa, penyembuh, penenang, terapi.
Sekurang- kurangnya bacalah "Qulhu-allah" sebanyak 3x.

5. Berma'af-ma'afan sesama kawan setiap hari
Semasa meminta maaf perlu sebutkan.

6. Bisikan kepada diri perkara yang positif
Jangan sesekali mengkritik, kutuk diri sendiri, merendah-rendahkan kebolehan diri sendiri. Katakan lah "Aku sebenarnya......(perkara yang elok-elok belaka)

7. Program minda/cuci minda
Paling baik pada waktu malam sebelum tidur, senyum, pejam mata, katakan di dalam hati "Ya, Allah cuci otak aku, cuci hatiku, esok aku nak jadi baik, berjaya, ceria, bersemangat, aktif, positif". Menurut kajian saikologi, apa yang disebut sebelum tidur dapat dirakamkan sepanjang tidur sehingga keesokan harinya.

8. Berpuasa
Sekiranya dalam berpuasa terhindar dari melakukan perkara-perkara kejahatan.

9. Cuba ingat tentang mati
Sekiranya hendak melakukan sesuatu kejahatan, tidak sampai hati kerana bimbang akan mati bila-bila masa.

10. Kekalkan wuduk.

11. Bersedekah.

12. Belanja orang makan.

13. Jaga makanan
Jangan makan makanan yang subhat.

14. Berkawan dengan ulama.

15. Berkawan dengan orang miskin (menginsafi).

16. Pesan pada orang, jadi baik.

17. Menjaga pacaindera (mata, telinga, mulut...dsb)
Jangan dengar orangmengumpat.

Hope it is a useful guide to us.

Happy New Year To You!

2008-01-01T20:30:00.001+08:00

We went to countdown at Marina Esplanade. We were there at about 2130 hours. It was super crowded. However with the good security thats being imposed during the celebrations, all went smoothly. Then we went to have our supper at Mac Donald after the fireworks as he has been complaining that he was hungry... Reached home nearly subuh seh... Duh!

See how nice the fireworks are! Using his sony cybershot camera.
Original ones huh, no editing to the pictures...

It is a whole new year
With many new adventures
More unsolved mysteries
For us to endure
It is a whole new life
A whole new beginning
To start all over
And forgive for our sinnings (sins)
To start as a whole new person
To forgive and forget
For togetherness
And no more regrets
To start out fresh
And for everyone
To let go of all the pain
And let it be done

It may be the end of 2007
But it is the beginning of the next
To be free of your doubts
Not judged as more or less
But also for all the memories
Of the joys, laughter, and tears.

Happy New Year To You!

Cheers to a new year and another chance for us to get it right!

On New Year's Eve

2007-12-31T15:53:00.000+08:00

Today I work half day due to new year's eve. Busy giler babe (nasib tak jadi giler... hehe!) tadi at work. I have to submit all December 2007 reports by 3 January 2008 in the morning as they want to start everything afresh. Can you just imagine that once I stepped into the office in the morning at 0830 till 1300 hours, I tak bergerak from my seat. Thanks to Timothy for helping me to sieve the MK Quotes.

Yesterday, went to another one of my Higher Nitec classmate's engagement at Anchorvale Road. I am happy for her because in the past (masa time sekolah dulu), the couple frequent faced relationship problems. Alhamdullilah. Inilah yang dikatakan dengan berkat kesabaran dan ketabahan, this is the result that she got. =)

Rozanah, another classmate of mine.

2007 will end soon... Time files damn fast!

A Clean Sweep . . .

2007-12-29T23:04:00.000+08:00

Jae Erwani, my close buddy during my Higher Nitec

From the guy

The berkat

In the evening, went to one of my Higher Nitec classmate's engagement. It has been so long we tak jumpa each other ever since we graduated. Some got to continue their studies in polytechnics, the guys got into NS and whereas us, busy working, kumpul duit nak kahwin katakan... Haha!!! Congratulations to Jae Erwani and Irwan. Semoga pertunangan ini berkekalan hingga ke pelamin... Amin!

We are approaching year 2008. How about time for a clean sweep in our lives?

A clean sweep is a way to streamline, simplify and refocus our lives. Most of us have a ton of baggage and clutter that we carry with us on this journey. These might include 'messes', like incomplete relationships or people we have yet to forgive (or apologise to). The baggage in our life could include 'undones', like a will that needs to be prepared or a upgrading ourselves. The clutter could relate to an unkempt yard or a bunch of unpacked boxes stacked in our house.

The idea is:

When we clean sweep those things, put them into order or delete what needs to be eliminated from our life. We will feel lighter, happier and our mind will experience more peace. We will have more time to do what's most important. We are more relaxed and in the flow. We have more energy (messes - whether physical or emotional drain us). We are more creative.

So let's do a clean sweep in our lives.

Have a Happy New 2008!!

The Busy Life.

2007-12-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

For the past few days, it was very well spent.

1) 21 December 2007, Friday - Shah was on leave. I had my lunch break with him. Lucky me because his home and my workplace is nearby. He fetched me after work and we headed to Funan IT Mall. He bought himself a Sony Cybershot H7 camera. We chilled somewhere near the Esplanade and that time juga he tried to use his camera.

2) 22 December 2007, Saturday - My cousin turned one year older. Attended my cousin's birthday celebration with my family and Shah. Before that, Shah and I went to Orchard, looking for what to get for her as a present. In the end, we got a Love Passport perfume.

Drawn by her dad - my uncle

The birthday cake... Yummy!!!

The birthday girl in black with her dad's bestie and family.

3) 23 December 2007, Sunday - Attended Farah's brother wedding. After that went home and got changed. Took my passport photos since I have to renew my passport, going to expired very soon lah. Watched National Treasure at Cathay Cineplex, Dhoby Ghaut. Anyway, the movie is the same thing as part one - The City Of Gold.

Farah, Lydiana, Zaki, Shah, Myself, Kak Zarinah and Siti Radiah

4) 24 December 2007, Monday - Chirstmas celebration at work and celebration for our GM as he will be retiring end of this month. The theme of this celebration was Swavorski Pink. Majority of us wore pink, maroon and red on that day. There were games, catered lunch, performance by the DB Executives, lucky draw, exchange gifts, karaoke and more.

Waiting for the rest of the guests

Candid Shot...

The ladies of DB Department

DB Executives

After the celebration, met up with Shah. We went to GV Yishun and watched Alvin and the Chipmunks. I know the movie was like dah lama but still the theatre was full. Geram huh tengok tu chipmunks. Kalau dapat nak cubit-cubit tu chipmunks... Haha!!!

5) 25 December 2007, Tuesday - It was Christmas Day. Not a working day for me. Nothing much to do. TV programs weren't that nice. All cerita pasal Christmas. Parents and I went to Arab Street. Coincidentally, we met my cousin and his family. Amacam leh terserempak ni... My mum wanted to take her baju yang dah di-alter at Hejab Iran. After solat maghrib at Masjid Sultan, we went to my auntie's home.

See my schedule for the whole week is damn packed and ended up I did not go to work on 26 December 2007, Wednesday. Reason was I felt very very giddy. Spent the whole day sleeping and resting. When yesterday I got back into the office, ah ambik kau, too many reports nak kena buat...

Then just now, got to know that there will be a major re-org in the department next year, 2008. Tak abis-abis... Every three months they will do this because they afraid that the productivity something like that will drop. This time, all teams will be doing Motor projects and they have to cross sell other projects like Home/PAID, Foreign Maid and more (which I don't remember). Makin bertambah lah keje macam gini... Ish Ish Ish... I know many of the team members and leaders are upset with the new teaming but what to do, the decision made was them not us.

However, it is good because you have the chance to mix with all the staff in the outbound section, meet different people with different characters and attitudes, learn new leadership from the new team leaders, new skills and lot more. The most important thing is that do not worry, you all are still in the same department and will still meet each other no matter what. Just think positively... =)

Dugaan Dalam Hidup . . .

2007-12-19T23:28:00.000+08:00

Dugaan dalam hidup, tidak dapat kita lari. Sentiasa akan bersama. Dugaan senang atau susah bukan soalnya. Soalnya melibatkan hati dan perasaan. Berada dalam keadaan yang no win situation, memang parah. Tetapi hidup kena diteruskan, moga jiwa dapat bertahan. Bolehkan? Sebab diri tetap manusia dan adakah masa itu dapat meleraikan segala persoalan??? Mampukah penantian dilalui??? Jawapan... Di awangan...

Hidup memerlukan pengorbananan. Pengorbanan memerlukan perjuangan.Perjuangan memerlukan ketabahan. Ketabahan memerlukan keyakinan.Keyakinan pula menentukan kejayaan. Kejayaan pula akan menentukan kebahagiaan.

Semoga Allah mengurniakan masyarakat Islam dengan Eiduladha yang diberkati dan menganugerahkan jemaah haji dengan haji yang mabrur. Amin...

A stalk of rose . . .

2007-12-16T17:01:00.000+08:00

Firstly, thousand of apologies of not updating. Just could't find the right time to blog. Work is normal. Sometimes busy and sometimes not.

Now, I am the one who will be assigning leads to them, no more their team leaders due to some problem arised recently.

On Friday, our CEO delivered boxes of roses for the ladies and ferrero rocher chocolates for the guys because they had some celebrations on Rev-up thingy on Thursday. So lovely!

A snowman piggy bank from one of my colleague.
A stalk of rose from my HOD on behalf of CEO...

I am looking forward for public holidays! =)

On Hiatus...

2007-12-07T22:35:00.000+08:00

I was on hiatus for the past few days, in fact for months I guess. See la when was the last date I blogged. I was too busy and lots of things to focus on. That was why I set my blog to private. Don't get the wrong idea of why I suddenly set it to private, ok! There's nothing I want to hide! =)

Happy weekends!

Monthly Birthday Celebrations

2007-10-31T20:55:00.000+08:00

The cake

The birthday babies =)

Monthly birthday celebrations is back after one month break due to fasting month. Had the birthday celebrations just now at 1730 hours for October (belated) and November babies. Happy birthday once again to the babies!

How To Be A Better Couple

2007-10-29T21:18:00.000+08:00

Yesterday, I was pissed off with him. Sejak-sejak kebelakangan ini, kita asyik argue aje, from small to big. Ish! kalah budak kecik. My mum labelled us as anjing dan kucing.

It was cloudy and started to rain yesterday evening about 1600 hours gitu. But I just don't care. I went out and took a cab from my place just to his void deck to meet him before he book in. Macam tak puas hati gitu if tak meet. Geram sungguh huh! When I reached his block, I called him. He just don't believe me that I was there. He just kept saying I'm lying. Hmmphh...

After awhile, he pun turun with his big SPF bag. I was angry earlier but n tak jadi nak marah seeing him in uniform (white polo tee and the pants)because guys in uniform are hot! Hehe! So we went to Tampines Mall, Mac Donald's to have our meals and talked. Maybe I need time to adapt to changes that he has to be in camp compared to dulu, where he will always be here for me no matter what.

Anyway below some tips (received this from a forwarded e-mail from my one of my colleagues) - How To Be A Better Couple:

10 steps to enjoying each other better...

Be realistic about each other.
Don't try to turn ur partner into something he or she is not. Let's face it, guys- there's only 1 Pamela Anderson in the world, and even she has had her implants removed! Give ur gal a break and understand that her physical appearance is NOT going to change overnite with the help of a few facials or treatments. And ladies, Brad Pitt has already been taken, so u're gonna have to do with what ur guy is like! Chill out, love each other for what u are. There is more to ur partner than what meets the eye.

Always talk things out.
Now guys, I know this is not ur fave pastime or mode of resolving issues, but u know what? This works with the gals. Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to xpress urself better so that ur partner undrstands what u're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about! When u stop talking to each other from the heart, it's the beginning of the end.

Do stuff together.
Make an effort to do t hings together. Do some sports or involve urselves in some shared activities; something both of u enjoy or are interested in. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or jus strolling hand-in-hand down Orchard Road. Watch soccor with him once in a while though the green patch on TV puts u to sleep in 3 seconds. And guys, do give in if ur gal asks for another day at window-shopping, rather than suggest that she go out with her girlfriends for "that sort of activities" instead. If u're spending more time with ur friends rather than with ur partner, it's a warning sign that u're drifting apart!!!

Meet each other halfway.
If he agrees to throw out that rotten T-shirt with the "The_Rock" print, u shouldn't kick up much of a fuss if he asks u to keep ur room tidy... There's gotta be a little giving and taking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.

Show your love.
Buy her flowers or candy or perfume everynow and then, even if u have been together for 5years. It's wonderful to continue showing someone that u care for him or her. Cook him a special meal, paint him a Valentine's Day card. Knit him mini-socks he can't wear ( like for decoration purposes => ), buy him a packet of milk for breakfast, or pack his wardrobe for him...so he knows u can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite a while.

Respect each other.
Stop making jokes about her hair or skin, or whatever it is u love to laugh at. Ask urself if she thinks if its funny. And if he has an inferiority complex about his height, stop ogling at tall guys and make him feel worse! Love is about respecting each other's feelings and being sensitive to each other at all times.

Bury the past.
Stop bringing up the past. Gals..don't bring up the happy things about you and your ex to your guy, it would jus make him jealous or unhappy. And guys, don't talk about the happy times that u had with ur ex or mention about her in ur every other sentence as it would make ur gal feel un-happy and she might think that u saying all this b'cos u are gonna get back with ur ex or not interested in her anymore.

Sit on your jealousy.
All of us go thru' spells of insecurity at the beginning of the relationship, but don't translate that insecurity into jealousy. If u're gonna go through ur partner's mail and cupboard, and eavesdropping on conversations, u know something is wrong - with u!!! Jealousy is like a poison that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finall y killing it. Trust ur partner; love has to have trust in it.

Keep your commitments to each other.
If ur partner is standing u up all the time and cancelling dates and breaking promises, u need to talk! If u're in a relationship, make ur partner ur priority and don't disappoint them if u can help it. It's really terrible when someone promises to take u to dinner, and then calls to cancel it. Don't make promises u can't keep. If ur partner starts to feel that he/she is not important enough to u, u may jus lose him/her.

Be honest.
Honesty is not scowling at how awful she looks first thing in the morning, or telling him that he has the biceps of a fly~! When we say "be honest", we mean expressing ur feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When u're hurt, say so, and when u're angry, tell him/her, w/o getting hysterical. If u can't be honest with ur partner, who can u be honest with? Love is also about honesty, and a relationship where no honesty exists probably isn't worth it!

When love is true, a string connects to your two hearts and obsolutely nothing can cut it.

A Love That Really Counts

2007-10-25T20:48:00.000+08:00

I remember the first day I saw you
The way you looked at me,
and the way my eyes shined.
My eyes showed what my heart was feeling
But I had just came out of something
so I was in the process of healing.

I remember the first time we kissed
even though it was only out of a dare.
I want you to know that at that moment I knew I would always care,
I knew I wanted you to always be there.

I remember when I broke your heart
I remember the way you got quiet and said "OK. I understand"
When other guys broke my heart you were still by my side
where you said you would always stand.

I remember feeling like I loved you
and I remember you feeling the same.
I remember when I thought that feeling had left,
but so quickly back it came.

The love shared between me and you never change.
Only time, age, and experience.
I know now that we have a love that counts.
A love that will experience many things
from being shoken up and at times questionable.
But in the end there is never any doubt.

We have a lasting love.
A love that really counts.
One that was meant to last until infinity and one.

Are hearts were made to love each other
and no day will come when are hearts will say that our love is done.
We have a love that can't be touched.

Love between me and you will change.
Only to get stronger.
Only to experience.
I know now that we have a love that counts.
A love that will experience many things:
from being shaken up and at times questionable.
But in the end there is never any doubt.
We have a lasting love.
A love that really counts.

An Amazing Love Forever!

2007-10-19T22:44:00.000+08:00

TGIF!!!

Wore maroon baju kurung to work. Lagipun today is Friday and still Raya fever kan. I am running out of ideas on what to wear actually. Better if ada uniform, at least tak payah fikir nak pakai apa. Ni lah yang tak bestnya. Everyday need to think of what to wear, something appropriate. But sometimes when dah malas, I just wear slack.

Lagipun my mum suggested to wear baju kurung too. She said, "Pakailah baju kurung. Nampak perbezaan... Hari-hari lain dah pakai biasa aje. Sekali-skala hari Jumaat, pakai baju kurung. Kerja kat officekan, bolehlah. Mak selalu tengok yang ada pakai..."

I was a bit malu when stepped into the office. My first day wearing traditional clothes to work. However, I received lots of compliments from them that I looked nice and sweet in it. Happy seh... Thanks everyone. Biasalah my dad yang choose mesti lawa punyalah, lagi-lagi untuk anak dara dia kan. The first word I received early in the morning from one of my Chinese male colleagues was "Cantik...".

I brought some kuih-muih Raya too for them to rasa-rasa. Semuanya dibeli, tak ada yang dibuat. Nak lagi, ish jemputlah ke rumah... Hehe! Insyallah lah, I will reserve a date for them to come. Bolehlah kenal-kenal dengan my parents. I love introduce my fellow friends (tak kira siapalah) to my parents so that at least they know I berkawan dengan siapa semua... Do not worry, my parents are supporting and understanding.

Shah book out today from his camp. I really miss him. My mum pun got asking about him too. After work, waited for him at Tampines MRT station. Oh man, he botak already. Takpe, hair can grow back kan... =) 6 months training is not that bad compared to 2 years of serving NS.

When I feel you near me
I tremble with excitement

Isn't it amazing
How you look at me
And you say nothing at all
But I can still understand
Every word being spoken through your eyes

As you brush back my hair
And you kiss my neck
I think to myself
How can I be so lucky
Lucky to have you in my life

The thoughts that run though my head
They are only of you
I don't see how it is possible
Possible for you to always be on my mind
You're always in my heart

Without a word
Without a touch
You look into my eyes
And tell me everything

When caressing my face
You kiss my lips
You speak those
So soft and sweet
I love you

I love you
Not only for what you are
But also
Also
Also what you have made of me

I love you
Because you've made me
A strong person
You've made my happy

You have done this
With out a word
Nor a touch
You've done this
Just by being you

People say we wont lat forever
I want to ignore those possibilities
And love you forever
I can't picture
Picture my life without you in it

I will always want you
I will always need you
So lets live our lives together
And forever

If this is true love
We'll make it through anything
And trust me when I say it
I know it for a fact
This is true love

Tomorrow, will be continuing jalan raya with family...

Another Year . . .

2007-10-17T21:32:00.000+08:00

Another year, who would have thought... Two different people, two different minds, two different beliefs, too different period. But we shared something, our love for each other. Despite our differences never did I doubt you were the one for me. Three years have passed and I keep loving you more and more every second, of every minute, of every hour, of every day, of every year. Three years, and alot more ahead. I'm not leaving you, I can't leave you. You're all I know and all I want to know. Without you, I'll be lost, I wouldn't know what to do. I know people probably thought we woulnd't last but hey here we are three years and one miracle later and I love you just as much as three years ago and three years from now I'm sure I'll be loving you even more.

Forgiveness . . .

2007-10-15T20:52:00.000+08:00

At times we are angry at one another
At times we may not understand
At times we may argue
When we really agree with each other.

But in the same token
With anger
Comes hurtful words.

Then once we think we can't move on
Once we see how stupid the argument really was
Is the time we feel the repercussions of the words
The time we both really see how much we really love one another.

Therefore we say sorry
We suck up
Because of the hurtful words.

And we always forgive
We always find ways
To show we really don't mean it
This is how loved ones are.

I forgive you
Forgive me please
I really don't want our love to fall apart.

Tomorrow, Shah will be starting is new career as a police officer. He will start off with his 6 months training first after which then he will be posted out... It is similar macam serving NS gitu... Ada passing out parade and all.

I will definitely for sure gonna miss him very much.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2007

2007-10-12T11:07:00.000+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri 2007
Have fun and take care!

My New Hair

2007-10-10T23:47:00.000+08:00

My new hair...

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Dad gave me $100. Shah gave me $150.
Total $250 to spend... I never asked this from them.
Anyway thank you dad and dear.

So on last Saturday, 06 October 2007, I was out with Shah. He accompanied me to get my hair trimmed and highlighted at the usual saloon. After that we went to town. We were window shopping and I bought my make up stuff. We had Pizza Hut at Plaza Singapura for our break fast.

It was a tiring day for me as we were out since morning and malam about 11pm baru balik. But I really enjoyed the day with him and it was well spent.

A good news to be shared. My Shah got his dream came true. He will be in his career life soon. Congrats, dear. You will have my support. Ni lah berkat bulan Ramadhan dan orang yang penyabar...

Few more days to Raya. I can't wait. Hmmm... I am thinking of having an open house to invite all my lovely friends to like the one I had in the year 2005. It was so kecoh...

Nampaknya raya sakan huh this year... new LCD television, new car, new baju, new curtain, new table top, new hair in short semua serba baru... =)

Iftar With Office Colleagues

2007-10-09T21:39:00.000+08:00

Date: 05 October 2007
Venue: Pizza Hut, Tampines Mall

Went iftar with my office colleagues. This time round was at Pizza Hut, just nearby to our office. Senang tak payah rushing to reserve a place.

Just let the photos do the talking all right. Happy viewing...

What a small world.She is from ITE Bishan too...

Coincidentally, we wore the same colour top...

Amalina and Farah

Myself and Amalina

Eugene and Amalina

Thanks Eugene for tagging along with us =)

Iftar With Ex-Jetstar Colleagues...

2007-10-08T22:26:00.000+08:00

Date: 26 September 2007
Venue: Geylang

On the mentioned date above, I went iftar together with my lovely ex Jetstar colleagues. Only god knows how much we miss each other very much... Everytime we meet, sure we will talk about the fun we had working together in airport. Gossips, craking jokes, disturbing and make fun of people, chilled at the smoking room and Mac Donald's transit. It was such a great working experience. They are really great buddies, I must say.

In the train...

My great buddies...

Hotalisticbabe, Fiza and Dollybaby.

Whenever I have a gathering with all of them, they will sureask Shah to come along.

Isn't she is beautiful?Thanks to her for planning this iftar...

This time was about 12 of us turned up for the iftarsince many could not make it as they were working in the evening shift on that day.

Till we meet again lovely buddies...

Too Little Time...

2007-10-04T19:13:00.000+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog. Been very busy preparing for Raya and not forgetting iftar with my fellow girlfriends, airports friends and all. My schedule is packed... Maklumlah busy woman katakan... hehe!

Will update more soon...

Cinta, Kasih, Sayang dan Hati...

2007-09-22T13:24:00.000+08:00

I received this forwarded email few days back. It's funny but true.

CINTA :

(sebelum kahwin)
C = cubit kiri, kanan rasa.
I = impian indah ibarat syurga.
N = nikah impian utama.
T = taat setia membawa bahagia.
A = awal dan akhir bersama-sama

(selepas kahwin)
C = cuka yang dituang pada luka.
I = iblis yang merosak minda.
N = nafsu semata-mata.
T = tuba yang dibalas semula.
A = api dalam neraka.

KASIH :

(sebelum kahwin)
K = kongsi semua suka duka.
A = abang adik, ayang anja.
S = sumpah janji di bibir sentiasa.
I = istana bahagia dah dicipta.
H = hatiku hatimu jua.

(selepas kahwin)
K = kaki tangan naik kat kepala.
A = abuk pun tara, nak makan apa??
S = simpati langsung tak ada.
I = ironi membakar jiwa.
H = hidup mati sama je.

SAYANG :

(sebelum kahwin)
S = sikit-sikit SORRY, sikit-sikit SORRY, mengada!
A = asal free mesti nak jumpa.
Y = you lap me, I lap you!
A = apa saja sanggup diduga.
N = nak itu, nak ini… mesti dapat.
G = gula-gula, coklat, teddy bear hadiah utama.

(selepas kahwin)
S = salah sikit kiamat dunia.
A = air tak sedap, basahlah mata.
Y = yang betul dia je.
A = ada takde, bagi anak reti la.
N = nak dilawan, digelar derhaka.
G = gaduh sampai lebam.

HATI :

(sebelum kahwin)
H = hanya dikau yang daku cinta.
A = air paip pun manis macam gula.
T = tak jumpa sehari boleh jadi gila.
I = igauan indah tak terkira.

(selepas kahwin)
H = hantu jembalang lagi sempurna.
A = air mata jadi teman setia.
T = tempat mengadu dah tak ada.
I = ikut hati mati, ikut rasa binasa… nak buat macam mana?

Sesungguhnya percintaan itu amat mudah, namun pengertian cinta itu amat dalam maknanya.

Buka With Colleagues

2007-09-21T22:50:00.000+08:00

So tired and sleepy!

I have been slacking at work. It is not that I am lazy or something. It is just that my workload is not that much and this makes me like makan gaji buta gitu... To keep me occupy and not to fall asleep, I always send and forwarded emails to my friends especially Yannur. Act busy katakan rather than keep staring at the monitor... We no gossip-gossip hor! Mostly we chat about is work till she knows what time I suppose to do franking and so on... =)

We, muslims are allow to end work at 1720 hours since it is the fasting month. I have been going home on time. No hegeh-hegeh! Lagipun at this hour, the queue for bus 969 tak panjang.

Yesterday, I went to break fast with my fellow colleagues at Hajah Maimunah, next to Joo Chiat Complex. It was a buffet style - $11.90 per person. Enjoyed ourselves very much. We kept on laughing for the whole day from morning until in the cab on the way home. My stomach hurts due to the stupid jokes! Then we headed to the bazaar. I met 2 of my friends there - Azura, my office skills mate and Ikha, we used to be in bad terms but now we are a good friends. Tak sangka we can terserempak eh!

Happy weekends!

Bazaar Utara at Woodlands

2007-09-16T20:18:00.000+08:00

Woke up at 12 noon just now. Sedap seh tidur because it was raining in the morning. Damn bored... Do not know what to do. My sister is working in the morning shift so left my parents and me. Nak kemas pun macam malas... In the end, my mum ajak us out. We went to Causeway Point and the bazaar. There's nothing much lah at the bazaar. Semua sama aje...
We bought nothing except for my mum. She bought two blouses from Anglia.

Ramadhan, the month of blessings!

2007-09-14T22:08:00.000+08:00

Second day of Ramadhan...

Once again we welcome it, once again it welcomes us. This month will be for each of us, what we shall make of it. A month of return, introspection, meditation, brotherhood and love. The month of the Quran or a month of mechanical fast, almost unaware, that hurries to turn upside down nights and days ending up living the nights to forget the fast of the day...

This month is a feast, not of noise but silence. not of banquets but restraint, not of forgetfulness but remembrance. This month is a feast for the faith.

We wish everyone a beautiful month of Ramadhan. May it be a month of teaching where gift wins over avarice, generosity over selfishness, love over hatred. Be it a month where everyone tries to master one's anger. Be it a month where everyone of us cares more than usual for the needy people in her/his nearest environment.

Happy Ramadhan to all of you! May your fast be accepted and blessed. May the Most-High and His Light go along with you, protect you and love you.

Home Keys!

2007-09-12T23:08:00.000+08:00

I forgot to bring my home keys! Ish! How selengeh I am eh... Hehe! Ni lah gara-gara tukar bag to work then forgot to transfer the keys. I admit that I was wrong too because stubborn did not want to check first.

I am so glad that he was with me, accompanying me outside my doorsteps till 2230 hours. Before that we had dinner together at Mac Donald's. My parents went to solat terawih while my sister was on standby which made her can't go home. Padan dengan muka I kan! But however it was fun. We joked, we laughed and we camwhoring...

Lesson to be learnt. =)

Pizza Hut Home Delivery - Family Meals

2007-09-11T22:33:00.000+08:00

I skipped work today. Kinda lazy to go to work especially when you are having mensus. No mood at all.

Talking about mensus, I had the terrible cramp on Saturday, 8 September. So terrible that I lost my appetite to eat, can't walk and sit properly. My head spinned and had the feeling of vomitting too. Aiyo! My mum massaged me on my body and the area that was needed to reduce the pain. Thank you, mum! Hanya Tuhan aje yang tahu how my feeling was like on that day. My weekends were wasted due to this. No choice but to stay home and rest.

He came to my home after work. We had dinner together. He belanja my family - Pizza Hut Home Delivery, a family meals set (which comes with 2 regular pizzas - Black Pepper Chicken and Super Supreme), additional of 10 pieces of sweet and spicy drumlets and starry munchies. Maklumlah nak sambut Ramadhan... Makan besar lah. Hehe!

Happiness is the ultimate aim of all human beings, to achieve this everyone should have tolerance and patience.

A New Beginning

2007-09-09T16:23:00.000+08:00

Each chapter that is ending
leads us to a new beginning.

The past that we are leaving
means a future we are winning!

Each change that fills the present
sets the stage for our tomorrow.
And how we meet each challenge
helps determine joy or sorrow.

In every new beginning
spirits play a vita part.
We must approach tomorrow
with a strong and steady heart!

So as we turn the corner,
let all apprehension shed
And fill our hearts with confidence
as we proceed ahead!