Syukur alhamdulillah we have reached a week of fasting. Although a week has passed, I have gone through alot of dugaan and cobaan especially on weekdays - at work.
- Susah nak bangun for sahur and work. I nearly overslept on one of those days but lucky my dad woke me up. Apa lagi kan rushing la to work.
- Every morning while in the office, my mind is still in a switch off mode. Belum fully awake katakan and I would really appreciate if others give me some times to panaskan my engine... haha!! Pantang tau pagi-pagi people come to me asking me for this and that.
- Doze off while doing my reports at my desk... Can you just imagine how sleepy I am.
- Recently one colleague of mine really test my patience. I understand that now is difficult to close a sale since motor premiums have increased tremendously. She went up to my supervisor to feedback on this and asked one of her team members, how many leads she received. Then she called my extension to check with me as I am the one who assigning data and leads to them. Our conversations as per below. I shall not put the name in.
Staff: Hello Fiza... ni kak __ . I nak check with you, so far I dapat 2 leads aje ke.
- Me: 2 leads? Tak la, total akak dapat 3 leads...
- (I want to continue my speech but she cut me short.)
- Staff: 3 leads?? Tak de la. 2 leads ni. Tak caya, datang sini lah check... meh meh!! (harsh manner)
- Me: Akak gi check betol-betol. Akak ni jangan cari gado lah dalam bulan puasa... (in a joking manner with laughter)
- I read out the leads number and the policy holders' name from my screen in order to double check with her. After checking, she suddenly said this to me:
- Staff: Kak __ nak beri nasihat ni. Nak cakap dengan orang tua biar beralas. Awak tu perempuan. Kak __ pun ada anak perempuan.
- Aik? Why suddenly she brought up her daughter in the picture? Why get so personal? Its looks like she trying to say that my parents tak ajar. To end the conversation and not to go abroad over this.
- Me: Ok la kak. Akak gi jaga anak akak k.
- Then we hang up the phone.
I know humans are not perfect. Sometimes we do or say things without realizing. I don't think I hurt her. I talked to her in my low voice but if she terasa yang I said "Akak ni jangan cari gado lah dalam bulan puasa" tu, then too bad lah.
After putting down the phone, I didn't know that she go around informing the rest that I'm picking a fight on her. Oh well~ Expected of her. She is good in doing that. She will compete with others if she sees others are on top of her. No matter what she will find a way to condemn others. The part we are just don't understand is why she needs to compare her daughter with the rest? If she go over my limit, just wait and see I will give her a peace of my mind.
Yesterday went out with him to Ikea and Courts Megastore at Tampines to survey a bedroom set. I felt so funny because the staff asked me how big is "our" room. Haha!! Macam dah kahwin gitu kan tapi padahal-padahal... Macam anjing dan kucing tu adalah. We went to break fast at Beach Road. He doesn't like to go to Geylang on weekends as it will be packed with people. Somemore I also allegic to crowds.
We walked to Bugis (first stop). I think I am in love with one of Bonia shoe. It was on sale. Should I get it? Erm... asyik shopping je kan. Next stop was at National Library. While we were at the library, it started to rain heavily. We were just sitting around and view the stamps exhibition which was held there before we can continue with our walkathon. Just window shopped and nothing much. Reached home nearly 2130 hours.
Oh man tomorrow is Monday already. Why weekends have to go so fast eh?
